Before another second had passed, Merritt felt herself snatched up and hauled out of the barrel’s path. Momentum spun her in a half circle until she was brought abruptly against a tough, unyielding surface.
Dazedly she realized someone was holding her. Her senses gathered pleasurable impressions . . . the deep warmth of a masculine body . . . a sturdy arm around her back . . . a low murmur close to her ear.
“Easy, lass. I have you.”
A lock of her hair had slipped free of its pins. The little hat that had been attached to the top of her head with a comb had been knocked askew. Slightly disoriented, she looked up into Keir MacRae’s smiling blue eyes.
“Thank you,” she said breathlessly. “I should have paid more attention to where I was going. How—how did you—”
“I’d just finished stocking a rack, and was coming to say good evening.” Gently MacRae stroked back the loose curl over her eyes, and caught the hat just as it began to slide off her head. He regarded it quizzically. “What’s this?”
“My hat.” It was little more than a knot of feathers and a puff of gauze affixed to a velvet base. Merritt took it from him and fumbled to fasten it back in place.
His lips twitched. “A hat is for shielding you from sun or rain. That wee thing is no’ a hat.”
Her toes curled deliciously at the soft teasing. “I’ll have you know it’s the latest fashion.”
“It reminds me of a lapwing.”
“A what?”
“A bonnie wee bird with a spray of feathers at the back of her head.” His arm was still behind her back, holding her securely. It felt too good, being this close to him. She realized the reason she’d been so cross with Luke was because he’d been right: She was heading for trouble. Running headlong toward it, in fact.
Luke had caught the stray barrel and was in the process of rolling it back up the ramp, while a foreman spoke sternly to a young warehouseman. The scarlet-faced young man, still in his teens, cast a distraught glance at Merritt. “I’m so very sorry, milady, I—I beg your pardon—”
“Dinna fash yourself, lad,” MacRae said easily, making certain Merritt was steady before letting go of her. “Her ladyship suffered no harm.”
“It was my fault,” Merritt said. “I should have been more alert.”
“No one’s alert at this hour,” Luke said, rolling the barrel back up the ramp and righting it with a grunt of effort. “Try rolling the barrel on the brim instead of the side,” he advised the young warehouseman. “It’s slower but easier to control. I’ll show you, but first—” He glanced at Merritt over his shoulder, the crease of a frown appearing between his dark brows. Reluctantly he asked, “MacRae, would you be willing to escort my sister out to her carriage?”
“Aye, of course,” MacRae said promptly.
Merritt smiled and reached out to take MacRae’s arm. “I’d rather take the stairs than the lift.”
As they proceeded down the long, enclosed staircase, Merritt told him about her meeting with the excise officer. MacRae was gratifyingly impressed by her negotiating skills, and thanked her for buying the extra time. They would need it, he said, as progress had been steady but slower than he would have liked.
“You must be exhausted,” Merritt said in concern.
“’Tis weary work,” he admitted, “but there’ll be an end of it tomorrow, and I’ll have a good sound sleep.”
“And after that?”
“Sales meetings the rest of the week, with businesses who are after buying whisky for independent bottling.”
“They would put their own labels on it?”
MacRae nodded, looking rueful. “It’s no’ something I’d prefer,” he admitted, “but it’s profitable, and there are many improvements needing to be made to the distillery.”
They stopped at the bottom of the stairwell, and Merritt turned to look up into his shadowed face.
Time for good-bye, she thought, and the forlorn feeling came over her again.
“It sounds as if your days are occupied,” she said, trying to sound casual, “but what about the evenings? Have you made plans? I could give a small, informal dinner at my house, and introduce you to some lovely people. I promise you would enjoy yourself—”
“No,” MacRae said hastily. “Thank you, but I’ll have been keeping company with new folk all day.”
“I understand.” Merritt hesitated. “Perhaps it should be just the two of us. I have an excellent cook. She’ll make something simple. Not tomorrow night, of course—you’ll want to rest. But the next night, you must come to my house for dinner. We’ll have a quiet, relaxing evening.”
MacRae stayed unnervingly silent. He stared at her steadily, his eyes a flicker of starlight in the shadows.
He was going to refuse. How could she persuade him?
“You did say we would have a whisky someday,” she reminded him. “This will be the perfect opportunity.”
“Merritt—”
“Which reminds me—I wanted to ask about the name stamped on your whisky casks. The very long one that starts with P.”
“Priobairneach.”
“Yes, what does it mean?”
After a moment, MacRae said, “In English it means something like ‘sudden excitement.’”
She smiled at that. “Will you bring some for me to try?”
But there was no answering smile. “Merritt,” he said quietly, “you know why I cannot come.”
As she pondered how to reply, she thought of a conversation she’d once had with her father, the most sensible man who’d ever existed. They’d been talking about various problems she’d faced after taking the reins at Sterling Enterprises, and she’d asked how he knew whether a risk was worth taking.
Her father had said, “Before taking a risk, begin by asking yourself what’s important to you.”
Time, Merritt thought. Life is full of wasted time.
She hadn’t realized it until now, but her awareness of squandered time had been growing during the past year, eroding her usual patience. So many rules had been invented to keep people apart and wall off every natural instinct. She was tired of them. She had started to resent all the invisible barriers between herself and what she wanted.
It occurred to her this must be how her mother often felt. As a strong-willed young heiress, Mama had come to England with her younger sister, Aunt Daisy, when no gentlemen in New York had been willing to offer for either of them. Wallflowers, both of them, chafing at the limitations of polite behavior. Even now, Mama spoke and acted a little too freely at times, but Papa seemed to enjoy it.
“Mr. MacRae,” Merritt said, “for the past three years, I’ve managed a shipping firm, attended hundreds of business meetings, and filled out paperwork for days on end. Other than my younger brother, my closest companion has been the company accountant. This evening, I met with a government excise supervisor for nearly two hours. As you might guess, none of this was the stuff of my childhood dreams. I’m not complaining, only pointing out that far too much of life is filled with responsibilities we haven’t necessarily asked for. Which is why I feel perfectly justified in having dinner with a friend.”
“Friend,” MacRae repeated, now looking sardonic. “Is that what I am?”
“Yes, why not?”
He moved closer to her in the stairwell, his shadow falling over her. The glow of a gas lamp silhouetted his head.
“You would no’ call me that,” he said softly, “if you understood the temptation you are to me.”
There it was—the truth laid out before them.
Merritt decided to ignore it.
“Temptation can be resisted,” she said reasonably. “One makes a decision and sticks to it. I’m sure I’ll be able to rely on your honor, as well as my own. Let’s enjoy each other’s company—discreetly, of course—without complications. Dinner will be at eight o’clock. My house is not far from here, number 3 Carnation Lane. Red brick, with white trim, and ivy on the—”
She broke off as her helpful directions were extinguished by the sweet, hot shock of his mouth on hers.
It was not the kiss a friend would give. It was heat and demand, fused in a raw sensuality that demolished her balance. Her gloved hands slid up to grip his broad shoulders. The kiss went on and on, exploring deliciously, wringing sensation from her mouth. One of his hands wandered over her back, stroking her spine into a pleasured arch. Her breasts felt full and tender, and she longed for him to touch them . . . kiss them . . . oh, God, she’d lost her mind.
She felt how hard he was all around her, every muscle taut. His breath rode roughshod on every powerful rise and fall of his chest. Reaching down, he gripped her hips to pull them high against an unmistakably rigid, swollen shape. She thought of how it would feel to lie spread beneath him, with all that hardness inside her, and a faint moan slipped from her throat.
MacRae licked at the sound as if he could taste it, and broke the kiss to rest his forehead against hers. Their panting breaths mingled.
It was hard to speak with him still clasping her hips against his. Every part of her was throbbing. “I suppose you think that proved a point,” she managed to say.
“Aye,” he said gruffly. “Dinna tempt me to prove it again.” But he ducked his head to steal another kiss . . . and another . . . nuzzling and biting gently at her lips as if he couldn’t help himself. He let out a shaken sigh and held her tightly, and said something in Gaelic that sounded like a curse.
Slowly, almost painfully, he eased their bodies apart and went to brace his hands against the wall of the stairwell. Lowering his head, he took several long, deliberate breaths.
Realizing he was willing his arousal to subside—and not finding it easy—Merritt felt a responsive quiver deep in her belly.
Eventually he pushed away from the wall and reached for the door, and held it open for her.
The cold night air drew a tremor from her as MacRae escorted her out to the carriage.
Upon seeing their approach, the footman hastened to open the carriage door and pull down the folding step.
Before entering the vehicle, Merritt paused to say one last thing to MacRae. She was pleased by how casual and ordinary she was able to sound, with all her thoughts in chaos. “I’ll expect you at my house the day after tomorrow.”
His eyes narrowed. “I dinna say I would come, you wee bully.”
“Don’t forget the whisky,” she said, and hastily entered the carriage before he could reply.
