We left the twinkling lights of Times Square a long time ago. I have no idea where he lives, but I assumed it wasn’t far from there.
But what do I know about Grayson?
His heavy breathing is the only sound. I don’t dare to sneak a glance, for I might be unable to stop myself from pouncing on him and fucking his brains out. Even the way he was gripping the steering wheel, the veins protruding out of his hands made me all hot.
“I didn’t realize you lived so far away,” I say, turning to face him.
“We aren’t going to my place.” His deep husky voice makes my heart rate quicken.
“Right, so where are we going? A hotel?”
“Nope.” His eyes never leave the road as he replies.
A few moments pass, and Grayson takes a sharp left, almost into complete darkness. Not even a single streetlight lights up the surroundings. Fear tingles in my body when I remember who I’ve actually got in a car with.
A man who works for the mafia. Shit, a man who kills for the mafia.
“This isn’t funny, Grayson, you’re scaring me now. Just take me home.” Panic laces my voice. He smirks, as if he’s relishing my fear.
He slows the car as we approach what looks to be the remains of an industrial unit. I squint to assess, but the only thing lighting the place up is the car’s headlights.
I’m alone at shit knows where.
He shuts off the engine. The silence is almost deafening.
He’s staring at me with an intensity. With a carnal hunger in his eyes that rips deep into my soul. He brings his fingers up to the side of my face and gently strokes down. I flinch in response but the desire builds in my core, causing me to clench my legs even tighter.
“Grayson, what are you doing?” My body’s on high alert as the interior lights go out, blanketing us in darkness.
“Do you want to know where we are?”
I nod.
“Well, this is the warehouse I burned to the ground the day I saw you at Keller’s. Over there are three burned corpses.” His voice is steady.
Should I be more scared of him? Probably.
No matter what he says or does, my heart has this weird pull toward him.
“And? You know I know what you do. You know I’m not scared of you. So, why?”
“I need you to realize I’m not your prince charming, Sunshine. There’s no sugarcoating here; I want to fuck you. I’ve wanted to fuck you since the moment I laid eyes on you last year. But I can’t ever love you. And I really don’t want to break your heart either.”
I let the words sink in. His words do hurt, but I know he’s right. My body shivers as the cold air filters in the car. For once in my life, I’m going to do something for myself. I want this.
“Then just fuck me—” Before I can finish my sentence, he yanks the back of my head and crashes his lips down onto mine. He consumes me completely. His tongue swirls around mine, laced with the remnants of scotch.
I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him closer, and he smiles against my lips. He breaks away from me. His fingers softly trace my lips, pulling down my bottom lip with his index finger.
“Suck,” he commands, then thrusts his finger into my mouth, almost hitting the back of my throat. I bite down on his finger, and he sucks in a breath.
“I said suck, not bite, Sunshine.” His breath penetrates against my cheek and sends shivers down my spine. His soft lips press wet kisses along my jaw, and I suck on his finger.
“That’s a good girl. Now imagine that’s my cock. Think how full your pretty little mouth is going to be when I fuck it,” he whispers and bites down on my earlobe, instantly drenching my panties.
He pulls out his finger slowly with a pop. He has that lopsided grin painted across his gorgeous features.
I reach over the center console and undo his trousers as he leans back, giving me better access. I unzip them, freeing his thick shaft that’s straining against the fabric of his boxers. I lick my lips, then give him a seductive smile. He rakes his hand over his face and groans as I wiggle his trousers and boxers down to free his cock. I wrap my fingers around the shaft and start to tug up and down, using my other thumb to swipe up the little bit of white liquid coming out the tip, bringing my thumb up to my mouth and licking the juices off. The salty pre-cum swirls around my tongue.
“Fuck, Sunshine,” he groans out as I continue to pump his cock. His head slams back against the headrest, his eyes squeezed tightly shut.
His left arm shoots out, his fingers lacing tightly around my neck. I let go of his dick and grip onto his muscular forearm, trying to pull his hand that’s closing my windpipe. I try to lean back, away from his grip. He smirks as I try to back away, then nuzzles his face into my neck. Part of me wants to run away. But most of me is turned the fuck on. All I can think about is him slamming his cock inside of me, making me scream out until I can’t take anymore.
He loosens the hold around my throat, and I gasp in a deep breath. Relief washes over me, replaced with pure desire.
I need him. Now.
“I thought you said you were going to fuck me, Grayson?” I say through a shaky breath.
He twirls a finger around a lock of my hair, then pulls, sending piercing pain right into my scalp. He forces my face up, my neck completely on display for him. “My dirty, filthy girl wants to be fucked.” His raspy voice beats against my sensitive skin, sending tingles through my entire body.
Fuck, he called me his.
I grab his face and suck on his bottom lip. His hand grabs the back of my head, pulling my hair to the point it burns my scalp. The pain only intensifies my burning desire for this man. His hands ride up my dress to the hem of my tights.
“These fucking tights…” he moans in annoyance, then rips them off. My shoes are next, and then he bunches up my dress around my waist. “It’s too fucking cramped in here. For what I have in mind, we need space,” he says, lifting himself off me and sitting back in the driver seat, leaving me half naked, panting and ready to explode.
“Are you fucking serious right now?”
He chuckles and opens the driver door, slipping out and slamming it shut.
What the fuck?
The next thing I know, the passenger door I’m leaning against flies open, sending me hurtling backward.
“Grayson!” I scream, bracing myself to smash my head against the rubble. His strong arms grab hold under my arms and he pulls me out of the car. His expression is full of mischief. I lace my legs around his torso, his rock-hard cock digging into my ass.
He walks us around the hood of his car, the headlights still the only source of light in this dump. He gently places my bare ass down on the warm hood, the engine still rumbling, vibrating against me. He lays me down and covers my body with his.
“Much better. Now, I can fuck you properly,” he whispers, pressing a soft kiss on my lips and stroking my cheek with the front of his hand.
“Please, Grayson,” I beg.
He tuts and traces his fingers over my dress, finally reaching my panties. I close my eyes and tip my head back. He rips off my thong, the freezing air beating against my skin as he pulls apart my legs, leaving me exposed to him.
“God, you’re fucking soaked and ready to take my cock, aren’t you, Sunshine.”
“Hmm…” I hum.
He traces his fingers along the inside of my thigh, just brushing over my sensitive pussy, which causes me to moan in frustration.
“A greedy girl, I see.” He slides his index finger from my clit down to my entrance, and just that sensation alone has my legs trembling.
He chuckles and slams his fingers into me.
“Oh, fuck yes, Grayson, more!” I moan, arching my back away. The ferocity of his movements almost tips me over the edge.
“Is my pretty little whore ready for my cock yet?”
I’ve never been spoken to like that, and fuck, I like it. I’ll be his whore any day of the week.
“Please…”
He whips his fingers out of me, leaving me with an emptiness. His strong hands grab my waist, flipping me over to my front. My hands fly out in front of me to take the impact against the warm, rumbling hood of his car. His cock slides up and down my slit, I bite down so hard on my bottom lip to contain myself.
He curls my hair around his fingers, yanking my head back, exposing my neck, making me shout out in pain as it rips at my scalp at the same time he slams his cock into me, sending waves of pleasure straight through me.
“Holy fuck, Grayson.”
He bends over my back, bringing his lips to my sensitive neck and bites down hard, whilst thrusting in and out of me with ferocity. The sounds of his hips slamming against my ass cheeks and our heavy panting the only noise. My whole body begins to tremble around him, as he nips and sucks at my throat, his other hand finds my ass cheek and grabs so tight yanking my body back onto his dick.
“Fuck, you are perfect, Sunshine,” he grunts out between thrusts.
“I’m so close,” I pant out, squeezing my eyes shut as waves of pleasure barrel through me.
With that, he flips me onto my back to face him. He pulls me towards his cock, entering me and leaning his muscular frame to cage me in, his hands on either side of my head.
Bringing his face to mine, he whispers, “I want to see your pretty little face as you come, Sunshine,” before crashing his lips onto mine, which finally tips me over the edge. Blood pumps in my ears, my heart almost beats out of my chest as he fucks me and devours my mouth at the same time. I’m moaning into his mouth, biting at his lip. “Scream for me Sunshine, I want even the demons in hell to hear you scream my name,” he says and I grab both sides of his head as I come undone, my body violently shakes, screaming his name from the top of my lungs. “Fuck!” he roars, reaching his own release, filling me up.
He slows down the pace, now gently rocking in and out of me, my legs still trembling around his frame.
“Fuck, Sunshine. That was… fuck,” he says, I whip my gaze to his, he’s running his hand over his face letting out a ragged breath. He gives me a smile and presses a soft kiss to my forehead.
“Come on, let’s get out of here.” He holds out his hand and I take it. I can’t believe we did that here of all places. My thoughts lead me to the dead bodies, and I snatch my hand back and duck under his arm. He cocks an eyebrow at me in confusion. With a roll of my eyes, I head toward the passenger door, flinging it open and getting in.
He jumps into the driver’s seat and slams the door with a wild look on his face.
“What was that about?”
“Nothing.” It all hits me like a ton of bricks. That was by far the best sex I have ever had. However, sadness consumes me as I realize…
We can’t do this again.He could never be the man I need him to be, so I can’t let my heart get attached.
