I blink in the dark room and for a second forget where I am. It’s not until I hear Matthias’ baby soft snores that I realize I’m in his room. I stretch my arms. I must have fallen asleep in here with him. I haven’t gotten much rest lately with everything that’s been going on.
I look at the clock on the nightstand. It’s two a.m.
Oh no! I was supposed to go to Jax’s room. What if he thinks I’ve changed my mind? What if he thinks I don’t want him when that couldn’t be further from the truth?
I climb out of Matthias’ bed, giving him a kiss on the head before I walk out of the room and close the door. I go across the hallway and stand outside Jax’s room. The house is so quiet that I imagine everyone can hear my heartbeat as it pounds in my ears right now.
The door creaks as I open it and step inside the dim room.
“Everything okay, Angel?” he asks in the low, gravelly tone that turns my insides to jelly.
“I’m sorry. I fell asleep with Matthias,” I say as I see him lying in bed with his arms behind his head, the covers resting just below his abdomen, giving me a wonderful view of his glorious torso.
“I know. I didn’t want to wake you.”
“You should have,” I whisper as I stand a few feet from the bed. My thighs tremble with nervous excitement. I have spent the night with this man before and it was the most incredible night of my life. Even if that’s all he wants again, I can handle it. I would rather have that than nothing. Ever since the incident in the field earlier today, I have thought about nothing but having his hands on me again.
We stare at each other and I wonder if he has changed his mind, but then he speaks.
“Come here,” he growls.
I step closer to the bed and as soon as I’m within touching distance, he reaches for my hand and pulls me to him until I’m straddling him. The cover is resting just below his abs now and I feel his cock twitching to life through the thin fabric.
Without another word, Jax reaches for my t-shirt and peels it off over my head before tossing it onto the floor, then his hands slide over my hips and stomach until he’s cupping my breasts. I moan as he squeezes gently, rubbing the pads of his thumbs over my pebbled nipples.
“These are fucking beautiful,” he groans as he squeezes harder.
I plant my hands on his abs to steady myself, my fingers flexing against his hard muscles as he kneads and rubs. I have never been so turned on by having them played with before but the wet heat is already pooling between my thighs.
When one of his hands coasts down my body and dips into my panties, I groan loudly.
He pushes his fingers between my thighs and a low growl rumbles through his chest. “You’re fucking soaking, Angel. How do you get so fucking wet when I’ve barely touched you?”
“I … don’t … know…” I gasp as he drives a finger inside me.
“Why did you come in here, Angel?” he growls.
“You know why, Jax,” I groan as I roll my hips over his cock, which is now rock-hard.
“Say it.”
“I want you to fuck me.”
“I want to fuck you too, but I have no condoms here at the house. I can go down to the ranch hands’ bunk house and ask the guys. I’m sure they’ll have some,” he says as he works his finger in and out of me, making me wetter and more needy with each passing second.
“I’m on birth control, if you’re clean?” I whimper, because the thought of him stopping what he’s doing and having to walk down to the bunk house and back again would be like torture.
“I’ve never fucked anyone without a condom before,” he hisses as he adds a second finger and I coat him in a rush of slick heat.
“Really?” I blink at him. “Never?”
“Never,” he grunts as he rocks his hips upwards and grinds his cock against me.
“I haven’t since Blake,” I groan. Blake was Matthias’s father and the only man I’ve ever not used protection with. Not there have been many men since him. He was kind of enough to put me off for life. Not to mention that having a toddler when you’re my age can be kind of a mood killer for a lot of guys.
Jax slips his fingers out of my pussy and I groan in frustration. He places his hands on my hips and stares up at me.
“Did I say something wrong?” I whisper.
“No,” he says and then he flips me over, so I am flat on my back and he is nestled between my thighs. The cover has fallen away completely now and his hard cock is pressed against me. “If I take you like this, you’re mine, Lucia,” he growls. “That doesn’t just mean no man on this ranch gets to touch you—it means no man on this earth ever puts his hands on you again.”
“I’m already yours, Jax,” I breathe.
“It means we do this. For real. We don’t hide it from anyone. Not Matthias. And not your father.”
His cock twitches against my throbbing pussy and I whimper with need. I have never wanted something so much in my whole goddamn life. Sure, telling my father is terrifying, but it’s a risk worth taking if it means being with Jax.
“Yes,” I nod my head.
“Are you sure? Because there is no going back. If I fuck you bare, I am the only man who will ever fuck you again. You sure you’re ready for that?”
“Yes. Please, Jax?” I am so desperate for him to fuck me right now, I would probably agree to anything he suggested, but I want this as much as he does. He’s the man I want to spend the rest of my life with.
He brushes the hair from my face as he stares into my eyes. “You’re still so young, Angel.” He narrows his eyes at me. “I can be back in five minutes with some condoms.”
“No, Jax,” I beg as I lift my hips up, grinding myself on him and making him groan softly. “I want this. I want you. Only you.”
He makes a noise that is somewhere between a growl and a groan as he starts to trail kisses over my throat, down over my breasts and stomach before he reaches the waistband of my panties. “You will never wear panties in my bed again, you got that?” he says as he hooks his fingers into the band and begins to peel them over my hips and down my legs.
“Yes,” I breathe, lifting my ass to help him get them off me faster.
He kneels between my thighs and taps them lightly. “Spread wide open, baby. You know what I want to see.”
I do as he tells me, spreading my legs wide and laying myself bare for him.
“Damn, that is the prettiest pussy I have ever seen,” he growls. “And I have almost forgotten how sweet it tastes.”
I curl my fingers in his hair as I lift my hips, desperate to feel him between my thighs.
He dips his head lower, his breath dusting over my pussy before he licks the length of the slick folds.
“Fuck, Lucia!” he growls as he begins to suck and lick me, rubbing his nose over my clit, driving me to the brink of orgasm and then letting me fall back down again.
“Please, Jax,” I hiss. “I need you.”
“Aw, I know, Angel. Soon,” he teases me as he moves to my opening and pushes his tongue into my hot channel, causing a rush of wet heat. Then he adds two thick fingers, plunging them deep inside me as he rims my clit with his tongue. My back arches in pleasure as my climax tears through my body. I shudder and tremble as he keeps on finger fucking and eating me, drawing out my climax so that it washes over me in long, rolling waves.
When he finally comes up for air, I lie beneath him, panting and breathless, trying to recover from the most incredible orgasm I have ever had.
He is nowhere near done though and positions himself between my thighs, his hard cock nudging at my opening.
“Are you sure you want this, Angel?” he growls, “Because I swear once I get my cock inside you, there is no going back.”
I wrap my arms around his neck as our bodies are pressed together “I’m sure, Jax. All I want is you.”
“I am definitely going to hell for this,” he growls right before he drives his cock deep inside me.
“Jax,” I cry out as pleasure rockets around my body.
“Fuck!” He groans loudly in my ear. “Your pussy feels so fucking good like this,” he hisses as he buries his face against my neck. “I am going to fuck you all night long.”
“Promises, promises,” I challenge him.
“I’m so fucking hard for you right now and your hot little cunt is squeezing my cock so tight. This first time might be a little quick, but then I’ll take my time with you, okay?” he growls.
“Yes,” I pant as I wrap my legs around his waist, drawing him deeper inside me.
He rails into me, nailing me to the bed as he fucks me harder than I have ever been before in my life. “Your cunt is so fucking sweet,” he growls. Our bodies grind together, slick with perspiration as we take everything we can from each other.
“Jax,” I whimper as he drives against the spot deep inside me that makes me want to live in this moment forever.
“You’re mine, Luce. Mine.” he growls as he comes inside me, spurting hot and heavy and driving into me until he tips me over the edge with him.
We lie together, panting for breath until he pushes himself up and stares into my eyes. “Emptying my cum into you was so fucking hot.” he grins at me.
“It was,” I agree with a smile.
“You realize you’re gonna be spending a whole lot of time with my cum dripping out of you.” he arches an eyebrow at me and I giggle as the heat flushes over my chest. That sounds pretty damn perfect to me.
