I drove back to the barn with my cock damn near busting out of my jeans. I all but dragged Lucia out of the truck, carried her to the porch, pulled her jeans down over her ass and fucked her right there over the wooden railing. After we both came hard, I carried her upstairs and straight to bed.
Now we’re both naked while she straddles me and I’m still desperate to be inside her, like my cock has already forgotten that he fucked her ten minutes ago. But something’s not right. She seems distracted.
“What’s on your mind, baby?” I ask her as she bites on her lip, and not in the trying to be a brat and tease me way. Her mind is elsewhere and I don’t like it.
“I-I,” she sucks in a shaky breath. “Am I enough for you, Jax?”
“What the fuck, angel?”
“I mean, when it comes to sex, is what we do enough for you?” she mumbles the words as though she’s ashamed or worried to say them too loud.
“Are you suggesting that our sex life isn’t exciting for me?” I look down between us. My cock is as hard as iron as it nudges against the folds of her slick pussy. “If I got any more excited, I’d walk around with a permanent boner.”
My fingers flex, digging into the skin of her hips as I hold onto her. I am so fucking desperate to bury myself inside her.
“I don’t mean that,” she whispers. “But you’re used to threesomes and adventurous stuff that I’ve never even tried. I just don’t want you to get bored with me.”
“Lucia,” I sigh as I wrap my arms around her waist and pull her closer to me. “There is no comparison to the sex I used to have with random women, to what you and I have.”
“That’s what I mean,” she breathes. “Am I too… vanilla for you?”
“Vanilla?” I arch an eyebrow at her. “Last night I tied you up and spanked you until you came so hard you almost passed out. You think that’s vanilla?”
“To people who are used to threesomes and stuff, probably,” she shrugs.
“I’m not used to those things. So, I had a couple of experiences, but I push boundaries with you that I never have before.”
“You do?”
“Yes,” I brush her hair back from her beautiful face. “I want to give you everything you want and need, baby. But it wouldn’t matter if all you needed was vanilla. I used to have a lot of sex. I enjoyed it. It was fun and a good way to relieve some tension and kill a few hours. I sometimes slept with the same woman more than once, but it was out of convenience and familiarity.”
She blinks at me.
“But sex with you is completely different, baby. You’re like a drug that I will never get enough of. My cock gets hard just thinking about you. I think about fucking you constantly. I could fuck you all day every day and it wouldn’t be enough. I will never get bored of you or with you.”
“Jax,” she breathes as she rolls her hips over me, coating me in her juices. “I just want to be everything you need too.”
“You already are, Luce, now for the love of all that is holy, let me fuck you,” I plead as I grab her hips again and slide her onto me, impaling her on my cock. She hisses as I stretch her wide, pulling her onto me until I’m as deep as I can possibly get. “This right here is all I’ll ever need.”
“Damn, Jax. You fuck me so good,” she whimpers as she rocks her hips onto me.
I sit up so I can hold her close as she rides me.
“You liked Toni talking about eating you out though, didn’t you, baby?” I growl as I trail kisses along her throat. Her pussy walls squeeze me and the heat flushes across her cheeks.
“Jax,” she purrs. “Stop it.”
“You don’t have to pretend, Luce. I could see how turned on you were.”
She looks into my eyes and I see the uncertainty in hers.
“Did you think about how good it would feel for me to hold you wide open while Toni licks your sweet pussy?”
“Jax!” she groans loudly, milking my cock as she slicks me with heat.
“Even talking about it has you on the edge, Luce.”
“Because you’re talking about eating my pussy while you’re fucking me, Jax. Of course I’m on the edge,” she groans in frustration.
I flip her onto her back, sinking deeper inside her and making her eyes go back in her head. “Don’t lie to me, Luce.” I roll my hips so that I’m rubbing against her sweet spot inside. “Did you think about how good it would feel?”
“Can you just leave it?” she groans as she rakes her nails down my back.
“Are you pissed at me? Is that why you’re bringing up this vanilla shit? Are you trying to pick a fight with me?”
She blinks at me. “I’m not trying to pick a fight,” she whimpers as I keep her on the edge.
I narrow my eyes at her. She’s holding something back. Wrapping my hands around the back of her thighs, I lift her slightly and drive in a little deeper. “Jax!” she gasps as tears start to roll down her cheeks.
“You’re not coming until you tell me what’s going on for you, Luce,” I growl as I pull out of her. We stare at each other until the tension becomes too much.
“I’m jealous, okay,” she snaps.
Fuck! I’m such an asshole.
“I don’t mean because you did that,” she wipes her cheeks with the back of her hand. “I didn’t even know you then.”
“Then why, baby? You know you can tell me anything.”
“I’m jealous of the girl you did that with. I mean not of her as a person, but the experience she had with you. I will never have that. Yes, what Toni said sounded hot, but you’re what makes it hot, Jax. You, not Toni,” she sniffs and turns her head away from me. “Ignore me. I’m being silly. I think maybe I had too much to drink.”
I slide my hands from behind her thighs, letting her lie flat on the bed and turn her face back to me, brushing a tear from her cheek. “You are everything to me, Luce. Every-fucking-thing. Do you understand me?”
She nods her head.
“You give me experiences that nobody else ever could or would, baby. I need you to believe that. There has been nothing like this for me. Ever.”
She blinks at me. “I do believe you.”
I lean down and kiss her as I slide back inside her. This is the only thing I can think of right now to prove to her that she is it for me. She is all I’ll ever need. But what if she needs something more? She was so fucking naïve and innocent when it came to sex and then I staked my claim on her and told her no-one would ever touch her again. Was it unfair of me to deny her a chance to go out and do some of the shit that I got to do?
She wraps her arms around my neck and her legs around my waist. “I love you, Jax,” she whispers.
“I love you too, baby.”
“Can you just make me come so hard that I forget about being such a weirdo about this?” She gives me a faint smile.
I kiss her forehead. “You are not a weirdo and yes, baby, I’ll make you come real hard, okay?”
“Okay.” Her smile widens and I sink deeper, determined to give her what she needs.
