I wake to soft kisses being peppered over my neck and the head of a thick cock being pressed inside me.
“Mmm. Let me fuck you while you sleep, Tia.” Cole groans, his hot breath against my neck.
His piercing hits me in the perfect spot, sending a wave of arousal through my entire body. I become putty in his hands, allowing him to use my body to get off as I rest lazily against Lucas’s chest.
The heat from Lucas seeps into my back and the rise and fall of his breath becomes more rapid by the minute. Clearly, he’s awake.
“Fuck, you feel good. Your tight little pussy is still wet with Lucas’s cum, beauty.”
I moan wantonly against Lucas, my hold on him tightening.
“More, Cole.”
“Fuck, Lucas. You awake, brother? Our girl needs more.”
As if a switch has been pressed, Lucas’s eyes shoot open, and he pulls his hand from below the pillow he’s resting his head on, withdrawing it with his knife tightly in his palm. He flicks the blade open and shuffles from beneath me.
“Keep fucking her.” Lucas glares toward Cole.
My clit throbs as Lucas trails the tip of the knife—not breaking the skin—along my neck, down to my breasts. He circles my nipples with the blade, and all the while, his eyes are latched firmly on mine, watching for a reaction.
Cole thrusts into me harder, and the knife nicks my skin, causing Lucas’s eyes to flare at the crimson path of blood dripping onto my nipple.
“Lick it off,” Cole chokes the words out as he watches from his higher angle.
Lucas moves his head closer; he switches the knife to his free hand while taking my tit in the other. He squeezes it, groping at the fullness. His eyes are wide in both awe and lust, and his face is etched in almost a pained expression.
His mouth dips to my nipple, and he sucks.
“Fuck, beauty. My brother loves sucking those big tits. Mark them, Lucas.”
I feel the groan of Lucas’s mouth vibrate around my peaked nipple as he suckles hard to the point of pain.
“More,” I beg.
Cole moves his hand to between my legs, rubbing frantically over my clit. My eyes close on their own accord as I explode around him.
“Fuck, goddamn strangling my cock, beauty.” His hand on my hip tightens.
Lucas bites my breast, and the sensation is euphoric.
“Fuck.” Cole grunts as his cum spurts into my pussy, gripping his cock tightly while he pulsates inside me.
All the while, Lucas is sucking the flesh of my breast into his mouth, marking me with a sharp sting and flicking his tongue over my nipple.
I stare down at him, his eyes meeting mine beneath his long lashes. He’s so hot, it should be criminal.
I drag my fingers through his hair, knowing how much he loves it.
“Fuck, brother. You should let her suck your cock. She’s so good at it,” Cole challenges Lucas, who has now frozen in the spot.
His hand trembles over my breast, and I want to knee Cole in the balls for unnerving him.
“You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do, Lucas.” I hold his gaze.
“I want to.” His voice is gentle, a complete contrast to how he dominates Cole and me together. His vulnerability truly shines through when it’s a physical experience of his own.
He shuffles onto his knees, putting his cock eye level with my head. I take note of his hand gripping the knife to the point of whitened knuckles.
I glance over my shoulder at Cole, who is still buried inside my pussy, his cock twitching at the sight before him.
“I might be rough.” Lucas stares at me, his gaze roaming over my face, looking for a sign of discomfort.
“Good, I like it rough.” I stare back at him with a challenge in my eyes.
“Teach the dirty slut a lesson, brother.”
I don’t miss the twitch of Lucas’s cock each time Cole refers to him as brother. I’m sure he’s aware of it too, and as much as it sounds fucked up, I can’t help but love the sound of it.
Lucas pushes the swollen head of his cock into my mouth, barely giving me a chance to open for him. He hisses between his teeth when my tongue moves around him.
“Fuck, that’s hot.” Cole plays with my nipples, while rocking his growing erection in and out of me.
“Fuck, brother, go faster. I want you to cum down her throat while I cum in her pussy.”
“Shit.” Lucas thrusts harder, making me choke. “Fuck. That’s good.”
He grips my head and pushes in until I’m taking all his cock. Tears fill my eyes, and I breathe through my nose as he holds his hand firmly against my head, leaving me no room to pull back.
“Dirty fucking slut. You’re going to let us brothers cum inside you, baby girl.” He pulls out, giving me a chance to quickly catch my breath before surging forward. His hand fumbles with his knife, and, as though warning me, he holds the blade below my chin.
For some sick reason, the danger behind his action makes me wetter.
“You feel so incredible, baby girl.”
I moan around his cock, closing my eyes as the taste of his cum coats my tongue. His rhythm becomes erratic, and he really starts to fuck my mouth hard.
“Oh fuck. Swallow it down, swallow it all down.” He pants as pleasure takes over his face, and ropes upon ropes of thick warm cum coat my tongue and throat.
“Fuck.” Cole drops his head to my neck and bites me there as his own release shoots inside me once again.
Lucas’s movements become slower until he eventually withdraws his cock, leaving me gasping for air. His trembling fingers trail down my cheek lovingly. “Thank you.”
My tear-filled eyes glimmer in pride at the gift we’ve given one another.
Me, the trust to allow him the ability to do this and from him, I received the greatest gift of all: another part of him, another step closer to becoming us.
Breaking the moment, Cole leans over me and tugs my head back, slamming his lips against mine and pushing his tongue into my mouth without warning.
The bed dips, and my eyes shoot in the direction of Lucas storming from the room and slamming the door behind him.
I elbow Cole to get him off me, and I spring up from the bed. “Really, Cole? You really just kissed me with his cum in my mouth?”
Cole rolls his eyes. “I was in the moment, and it was hot.” He shrugs.
Anger builds inside me at his lack of compassion, his haste to create something we all desperately want. “You’re pushing things, Cole. You’ll push him away.”
“Yeah, well, maybe I’m fed up with only getting a piece of him. Maybe I want more.”
He glares back at me with a tic in his jaw. It’s the first time Cole has voiced his want for Lucas out loud.
“He wanted me before he wanted you,” he snaps at me, his words wounding me and completely undermining every feeling and thought I’ve been experiencing.
Is Lucas using me to get to the bigger picture? Am I just a pawn in the middle of their game to get one another? My heart skips a beat.
“Shit, beauty. I’m sorry.”
He moves toward me, and I take a step back. Hurt laces his face. “Please don’t,” he begs in bewilderment. “I can’t be without you.”
“I need a minute, Cole.” I nibble on my lip.
“Can I kiss you?” His vulnerable eyes meet mine pleadingly. “Please?”
My heart breaks just looking at his expression. He knew instantly he’d overstepped and apologized straight away. But what hurt the most was not the feeling of being used, it was the feeling of being unwanted because separately I feel wanted. But together? We need to make that work too.
I nod toward him, and his lips clash into mine punishingly before pulling away and resting our foreheads together. “I love you, beauty. I need you to know it will always be you.”
My shoulders relax at his words.
“Always.” He kisses my forehead before turning and heading toward the shower.
I can’t help but whisper the words I can never let him hear.
“It’ll never just be you.”
Because Lucas has my heart too.
