She was the most delicious thing I had ever tasted.
There was the wine on her tongue and lips…
But beneath the wine was a sweetness I had never encountered with any other woman. And there had been many in my lifetime.
She struggled at first, trying to push me away –
But she was weak as an infant, and I easily overpowered her…
Until she gave in.
That was the moment I wanted.
That was the moment I had been waiting for.
I felt her resistance fade…
And suddenly she was melting into me.
When I dipped her back and she grabbed my arms, my victory was complete.
But it wasn’t just conquering her…
It was the sweetness of her.
The absolute purity and innocence of her kiss.
I had never experienced anything like it.
I was hard as iron within seconds –
And I wanted nothing more than to tear that dress off her and possess her – to thrust deep inside her and hear her cries of ecstasy –
But I knew that if I went too far, she would rebel.
She must surrender to me completely before I took that final step.
She had to beg me to take her.
But after four years of not touching a woman, I was nearly overcome with desire.
Imagine four years of never tasting sugar – no grapes, no oranges, nothing –
And then you bite into the most delicious strawberry that God ever made.
I knew my lust would overpower me if I didn’t walk away at that moment.
And so I did the hardest thing I had ever done with a woman:
I stopped and walked away from her.
The blood pounded in my veins –
My cock throbbed, hard as steel –
But I knew it was the only way.
I shall NOT violate Rome at the moment of possessing her.
She would beg me soon enough…
And then…
THEN I would possess her, body and soul.
