All three of my guys are staring at me wide-eyed. Good. I want all their attention. All their love. But I also want to play. I want to break the curse of this awful night and bring us back together. I want joy again. Laughter and love.
And I want some really amazing sex.
“I’m going upstairs now,” I say, ready to poke my three stupidly hot men into action. “I want three cocks inside me. Either join in, or I’ll get creative with my toy collection.”
Turning on my heel, I get exactly three steps before they all give chase. Ilmari is the fastest, slinging me over his shirtless shoulder and carrying me up the stairs like a sack of flour. I grin like a loon as Caleb and Jake follow, taking the stairs two at a time.
Ilmari marches me down the long hall into Jake’s room and tosses me down at the foot of the bed. The old frame is gone. Instead, the guys have rigged up a double king bed on a low-rise platform. Ilmari bought a copy of Jake’s precious mattress, so there would be no arguing over spots.
My breath leaves me in a puff of air as I scoot towards the middle. But then I gasp, laughing out loud, as he grabs me by the ankles and drags me down the bed, spreading me open. Muttering something I don’t catch in Finnish, he drops to his knees on the floor and covers my pussy with his mouth.
“Oh—” My back arches as he pins me down with his firm grip, his tongue teasing me from pussy to clit. I curl forward with a moan, my hands going to his hair.
Behind him, Caleb and Jake make quick work of shedding their clothes. All three of them were shirtless to begin with, so a drop of the pants has them naked and ready to go. The room is lit only by the soft light of the bathroom and the hallway, making everything feel dark and close and comfortable.
“Lie back,” Caleb commands, climbing onto the bed next to me. Jake drops down on my other side. They each take a shoulder, pressing me into the mattress. Then they take my arms, stretching them up above my head. Jake keeps his fingers woven with mine, holding me down, as he descends on my breast, his eager tongue flicking my nipple as he sucks.
I sigh into the blissful feeling of two men loving me at once, and then Caleb is kissing me. All three of them are here and the feeling is indescribable. I’m fevered. I’m flying. Falling, sinking, glowing.
I close my eyes and let myself feel it all, crying out in ecstasy as my first release tears through me. The moment it starts, spreading out from my center, Ilmari shoves two fingers inside my pussy, his tongue teasing my clit.
“Fuck—” I fight against the weight of my three men holding me down. My body wants to curl forward. My core wants to bear down on Ilmari’s fingers. “More,” I plead. “I want more.”
Ilmari works me until I’m a squirming mess. Then he sits back on his heels, a smirk on his face. I gaze down my body at him, chest heaving, the peaked tips of my nipples glistening with Jake’s kisses. Then I turn my head to the side looking at Caleb. “Angel, you feel like helping me drive Cay wild?”
Caleb’s gaze darkens.
“Fuck, yes.” Jake grins, peppering a few more kisses up my chest before he nips my chin. “What did you have in mind?”
I smile, rolling onto to my side and then up on my knees. “I thought I might ride his face while you suck his cock,” I tease, brushing one finger down Caleb’s stubbled jaw.
His gaze hardens. “Don’t fucking tease me,” he mutters, his hand gripping my chin.
“Who’s teasing?” I reply. “Lie down.”
We hold each other’s gaze for a few more seconds before he drops his hand away from me with a breathless, “Fuck.” Then he shifts above me towards the middle of the bed, flopping across it horizontally.
“That’s it,” Jake teases, spreading Caleb’s legs and crawling between them. “What a good boy—”
“Don’t you fucking start unless you want me in that ass,” Caleb growls, still propped up on his elbows, his pierced cock hard and ready.
“If you expect me to sit on your face, you better lie down,” I say.
“Try not to come,” Jake adds, his hands grazing up Caleb’s thighs. “See how long you can last.” As I watch, he wraps a hand around Caleb’s base. Then he descends, sinking his mouth around Caleb’s cock. Both men groan, Caleb’s hands fisting tight to the sheets as he closes his eyes.
Ilmari slips off the bed, finally losing his pants as he moves around to the side. “Come, Rakas.” He has himself in position at Caleb’s head and I know exactly what they both want.
With a smile, I inch forward, holding out my hands to Ilmari. He helps me straddle Caleb, holding my weight as my bare pussy rests on Caleb’s chest. I glance down to see his dark eyes watching me.
“You gonna sit or not, Hurricane?” His hands give my ass a squeeze. “I’m fucking starving.”
I glance up at Ilmari and he nods, helping me into position over Caleb’s face. Caleb holds me by the hips, pulling me down, and then I’m crying out, body locked in a spasm as he sucks on my clit.
“Oh my god,” I whimper, my hands braced on Ilmari’s hips as he steps in.
He fists my hair. “Take me, Rakas.”
I lean forward, holding onto Ilmari’s hips as I drag my tongue over his tip, savoring the salty taste of his precum. Meanwhile, Caleb fists my ass with both hands as he teases my pussy lips, my clit, my cunt. He spears me with his tongue, holding me still as he works two fingers inside me, curling them along my inner wall.
I groan around Ilmari’s cock, his hand fisting tighter in my hair. “Come for us again,” he says. “Fill Caleb’s mouth. Make him drown.”
As he speaks, Jake surprises me by crawling up Cay’s chest. His hands go to my shoulders as he curls in close against me.
I gasp, glancing over my shoulder. “Jake—what—”
“Hold still.” His hand drops between us as he slides his cock between my legs from behind, his tip teasing my entrance as we straddle Caleb’s face together.
“Fuck,” Caleb pants. “Oh, fuck—”
Jake does a few practice thrusts, his cock notching at my entrance. Then Caleb’s mouth is there and he’s teasing us both. It’s messy and dirty and I fucking love it. I groan, head tipping back to rest against Jake’s shoulder.
Then Ilmari drops down, hands in my hair, and kisses me senseless. The pressure in my core builds as Jake wraps both hands around me, holding me tight to him as he thrusts with his hips, his tip teasing my entrance without penetrating me.
I’m shaking as I feel my orgasm ready to break like waves against the rocky shore. “I’m so close,” I cry, my mouth sharing air with Ilmari.
“Mars, get on the bed,” Jake pants, hauling me backwards with a force of strength, my orgasm popping like a soap bubble.
“No,” I whine, that shaky, disorienting feeling of a delayed release making me feel dizzy. “I was right there,” I pant.
Behind me, Jake chuckles, kissing my neck, my shoulder. “Don’t get greedy,” he teases, giving my ass a swat. “You know we’ll keep you coming all night long. Suck his cock again, baby. I’m taking this cunt. This time, make our guy see stars.”
Caleb rolls over with a groan, slipping off the side of the bed as Mars moves higher up on the bed, sitting propped at the head, his thick tree trunk legs spread wide. “Come, Rakas.”
I drop away from Jake’s grasp and crawl forward on hands and knees, kissing up Ilmari’s thighs and over the soft skin of his hips. I breathe him in, loving that masculine smell.
“Mä rakastan sua,” he murmurs, brushing my hair back as I lower my mouth around him, taking him to the back of my throat.
Behind me, Jake taps my hip. I adjust my stance, widening my legs. His hands smooth up my thighs, over the round curve of my ass as he inches forward on his knees, ready to notch himself at my entrance.
“Wait,” Caleb calls.
I stop sucking Ilmari long enough to glance over my shoulder. Caleb walks up to the bed holding something in his hand. “What is that?” I murmur.
“What does it look like?” he says with a smile.
I narrow my eyes at the thing in his hand. “It looks like a butt plug.”
“That’s because it is.” He’s holding a bright pink butt plug glistening with lube. Reaching between me and Jake, he presses the tip in at my ass. “You want it, Hurricane?”
I nod. He and Jake smile, hungry gazes dropping down to my ass as he presses the toy in. I gasp, fighting the urge to clench.
“That’s it,” he soothes. “Breath it out like my good girl. Did I mention it vibrates?”
“No—ahh—fuck—” I cry out, my ass suddenly humming with the vibrations of the toy.
“Oh, yes,” Jake laughs. “Bend over, baby girl. I’m taking this pussy—”
“Not so fast,” Caleb calls.
Jake and I both glance over our shoulders.
“Oh, what the fuck is that?” Jake mutters.
“You didn’t think I’d leave you out, did you, angel?” Caleb teases.
My eyes go wide as I see he’s holding another slightly larger butt plug. This one in black.
“Bend over,” Caleb orders, his free hand smoothing down the curve of Jake’s ass.
“Oh, fuck,” Jake moans, bending over me.
The buzzing in my ass is making me feel so full, bringing my orgasm right back to the edge. “Hurry,” I beg. “Please.”
“Fuck—shit—” Jake pants, his eyes wide as Caleb inserts the plug.
“Now, be my good pets, and come.” As Caleb says the word, he turns on Jake’s plug.
Jake groans, his body going slack behind me as his every sense is diverted to the strange new feeling of the plug in his ass. I hear the soft buzz, humming in time with mine.
“Fuck her, Jake,” Caleb orders. “Fuck her, or I turn it up.”
“Oh god,” I whimper.
Ilmari has been silent this whole time, watching us like we’re an interesting nature documentary. Now he has one hand slowly fisting his cock, a smile tipping his lips. “Look at me, Rakas,” he says in that deep voice. “Keep your eyes on me. I want to watch him take you.”
I’m fluttering like I have a thousand butterflies loose inside me. The heat of Ilmari’s gaze is enough to burn me to ash. Between his gaze and the buzzing, I’m already a goner.
Then Jake reaches between my legs, his fingers sinking into my pussy with a groan. “Fuck, I can feel it buzzing in your ass.” Then he’s pressing in with his cock. The toy makes it a tight fit. “Holy god,” he moans.
“Feel good?” Caleb murmurs, standing at the side of the bed, watching us.
“So fucking good,” Jake pants. He starts moving his hips, but the movement is erratic. “I can’t—can’t last—can’t focus—”
“Try harder,” Caleb teases. “Or…maybe we should make it harder.”
“Turn it up,” Ilmari orders, his eyes still locked on me.
We both cry out as the buzzing intensifies. I’m a moaning mess. Jake does everything he can to pound into me. The buzzing steals all our sanity as we both come, our bodies rocked by waves of euphoria.
Just as I’m about to beg for mercy, the buzzing stops, and I can breathe again. Behind me, Jake groans, his cock still buried in me.
Caleb drops the remotes onto the bed and leans down, kissing us both. First Jake, then me. “What a beautiful sight,” he murmurs, his fingers brushing the bare skin of my shoulder. “Hurricane, now that you’re good and stretched out, you’ll take Mars in the ass while I fuck your cunt.”
I whimper as I nod, letting my men move me into position. Ilmari stays at the top of the bed, rolling forward to his knees. They turn me around, helping me onto my hands and knees as well until I’m facing the end of the bed.
Jake flops down beside us, the butt plug still in his ass, while Caleb pulls mine out, handing Ilmari the lube.
“Down lower,” Ilmari orders.
I hurry to obey, my body still humming from my release. I drop down to my elbows, leaving my ass in the air. His left hand smooths down my back to my hips, while his right begins working more lube into my ass. By the time he’s pressing three fingers in, I’m a whimpering mess, begging him to take me.
He works his way in, murmuring softly in Finnish. Sinking to the hilt, the curve of his thighs presses against the roundness of my ass. That perfect feeling of fullness centers me, warming me from the inside out. My heart pounds in my chest as my mouth goes dry. Holding tight to the sheets with both hands, I glance over my shoulder. “You’re mine,” I murmur.
“Yours,” he replies, rocking his hips against me. He’s gentle for such a giant of a man. But even gentle anal with Ilmari is a full body experience. I’m groaning, sweat beading on my brow, as I push up on my hands, looking for Caleb.
He’s standing next to the bed, watching us fuck.
“Come,” I say. “Be with us.”
He steps forward, sinking back down onto the bed. It takes a second to maneuver him under me. He slides down the length of my body and nestles himself at the cradle of my hips. He slips his hand between us, his fingers teasing at my entrance, pulling away, he brings them to his lips, tasting the mix of Jake and mine’s release.
“So perfect,” he murmurs, a smile in his eyes. “Sit down, Hurricane.”
With a deep breath, I drop my hips, riding Ilmari and Cay in one, letting Caleb’s pierced cock fill me so tight and full.
“No niin,” Ilmari groans, muttering other soft curses in Finnish as he and Cay quickly find their rhythm. Cay’s piercings give us that perfect ribbed pressure. Between that and Ilmari’s size, I don’t stand a chance. I never did. Death by too much dick. And this is a death I mean to die over and over and over again.
“Please—god, don’t stop,” I cry out. “I’m right there—right—there—”
Behind me, Ilmari cries out, his body going stiff against me as he comes, his release filling my ass. I shatter, my core clenching around Caleb, strangling him so tight. My pussy pulses, threatening to pull him in deeper. Beneath me, he groans, his warm cum filling me too, mixing with Jake’s release.
I drop down onto his chest, our breathing erratic as we recover. Ilmari pulls out of me first, slipping off the bed and disappearing into the bathroom. Caleb rolls me onto my side, his cock slipping out as I flop boneless onto my back.
Jake is there on my other side, turning my face with a gentle hand. He leans in, kissing me. “I love you,” he murmurs against my lips. “I love you, baby.”
“I love you,” I reply, tears stinging my eyes. I turn my head to look back at Caleb, cupping his cheek. “I love you, Cay.”
“I love you, Hurricane.”
“And me?” Jake says with a huff, lifting up on one elbow to glare over me at Caleb. “You know, you never said it earlier. You let me say it, but you never said it.”
Caleb rolls his eyes, flopping onto his back.
“Hey, you know I’m a needy fucking asshole,” Jake growls. “Unless you want another emotional wreck on your hands, you better be ready to tell me something right the fuck now, even if all you can muster is feelings of fond regard.”
Caleb smirks, tucking both his hands behind his head, saying nothing.
“Cay,” I sigh with a shake of my head.
“You mother fucker,” Jake growls, slipping off the bottom of the bed. At some point he ditched the butt plug. He marches naked around the bed, his half-hard cock flopping in the breeze as he climbs on Caleb’s side of the bed and straddles him, pinning him down.
I rush to scoot out of their way as Caleb laughs, curling forward like he’s ready to wrestle. But Jake is bigger and stronger. He’s at his peak NHL fitness level. He pins Caleb down at the elbows, holding him with his hips as he glares down at him. “Say it.”
Caleb laughs again. “A confession under duress is inadmissible—”
“Say it before I take mine back—”
Caleb rocks his hips against Jake and Jake gasps into silence. He does it again and Jake’s eyes flash from anger to lust, back to anger.
“Don’t you fucking dare,” Jake growls.
But Caleb does it again, shifting his hips until his hard cock is brushing up against Jake’s.
Heart in my throat, I watch as Jake groans, eyes shutting tight.
“Oh god,” he mutters. Distracted, he lets Caleb slip his hold.
Caleb drops a hand between them, wrapping their cocks together in his fist. “Hurricane, get me the lube.”
I roll to my knees, searching the bed for the bottle. Flipping open the cap, I drizzle the lube over Caleb’s fist. He strokes them together and they both shiver, groaning with need.
“Kiss me.” Caleb’s thumb sweeps over the tip of Jake’s cock.
“Say it,” Jake counters.
“Kiss me like I’m the last man you’ll ever fucking kiss,” Caleb orders. “Because I am. You’re mine, Jake Compton. Have been mine. Will be mine.” With each confession, he works them together with a tight stroke of his fist.
Jake’s eyes shut tight. “Please just fucking say it,” he whimpers, lowering his face until his breath is fanning over Caleb’s parted lips. “Baby, please—”
“I love you,” Caleb says. “Jake, I love you. I’m in love with you. I am so fucking in love with you. Do anything, be anything, only love me too.”
Jake goes still, gazing down at him. Slowly he nods. Then they’re kissing, pouring out their desperate need for one another as they grind their hips together.
My heart overflows for them, watching them finally smash their walls to dust. I intend to love them and make them each so happy, but their truest happiness will come from sharing this love with each other too.
Slipping off the end of the bed, I pad across the room towards the bathroom. The feel of their sticky release rests warm between my thighs. As I reach for the door, Ilmari pulls it open. His eyes go wide as he takes in the scene over my shoulder. I glance back too, just in time to see Caleb flip Jake down to the mattress. Their kisses are ravenous as Caleb wraps a hand under Jake’s thigh and spreads him wide.
“Oh fuck—oh fuck—fucking do it,” Jake cries out.
Caleb presses in and Jake arches off the bed on a shout.
I gasp as a sharp tug jerks me backwards into the bathroom. The door snaps shut and Ilmari picks me up, plopping me on the sink. I hiss, the sting of the cold counter a shock to my bare ass cheeks.
“Let’s leave them to their moment, Rakas,” he murmurs, stepping between my spread legs. His hands gently brush my hair back from my face. “You are pleased for them?”
I nod, tears stinging my eyes. “So pleased. They’re in love.”
“And do you doubt their love for you?”
“No,” I say on a breath. “Of course not. Do you doubt my love for you when you see me loving them?”
“No,” he replies, his thumb brushing over my lips. “Your love is boundless, Rakas. I am learning from you what it means to love. And from them,” he adds without a hint of shame. “I’ve never belonged anywhere—”
“You belong here,” I say fiercely, cupping his bearded cheeks. “You belong with me. With us. Never doubt that. I know I was upset earlier. Hiding is my default. I hide when things get hard. But I’m learning about love from you too. You and Cay and Jake. The way you all love me…I don’t want to hide anymore. I want to stand. I want to fight. Every night you put on your gear, and you fight. You take every hit, block every shot.”
His fingers brush down the column of my neck, down my sternum, over my tattoo. His gaze follows the path of his fingers. “No more hiding, Rakas. No more fear. Promise me.”
I nod, raising a hand to brush down his forearm. “I promise I’ll try. Is that enough for now?”
He nods.
“Kulta?” I murmur, gazing up at him.
His deep blue eyes peer through me. “What?”
“My ass is freezing,” I admit, biting my lip to keep from smiling.
He snorts, glancing down at how I’m spread naked on the counter. I squeal as he scoops me into his arms, hauling me into the shower. He flips on the double nozzles, and I shriek as a double blast of icy cold water hits us.
“Ilmari!”
He just laughs, holding me as I squirm. “If you’re going to be married to a Finn, we have to toughen you up, Rakas. Hot saunas and cold showers.”
“Never,” I groan, relaxing under the spray as the water warms.
He sets me down on my feet, but I don’t want to lose the feel of him so close. I turn in his arms, my wet skin brushing against his. As we stand under the hot spray, kissing and exploring each other, the bathroom door slams open. Caleb and Jake come barging in naked, drunk on too much sex as they kiss and stumble their way into the shower too.
Ilmari and I make room, his arms staying around me as we give them space under the second shower head.
They keep kissing, laughing and jostling each other, as Jake spins Cay around, shoving him up against the tiled wall. Caleb grunts, hands flat. Jake presses in with his hips, his hard cock nestled between Caleb’s ass cheeks as he starts to grind.
“Aren’t you tired yet?” I tease, heart pattering at the look of joy on their faces.
“God, I fucking love polyamory,” Jake pants, holding Cay pinned to the wall with one hand as he leans over to give me a quick kiss. “Mars, the team needs you, man. Fuck our girl. Right here next to me. Let me hear her shatter while I take Cay for everything he has.”
I glance up at Ilmari, waiting to see his reaction.
With a low groan, he glides his hands down my sides to my hips. His steely blue gaze locks on me and he smiles. “Up, Rakas.”
I swear, I have never climbed a man so fast in my life.
