After spending all day with Mom, I arrived home around 6. I quickly showered, not wanting to smell like the hospital when Lucas picked me up. I know I need to disclose that Leo and I will be going on a date tomorrow, but I wasn’t sure exactly what I would say. How do I even bring it up? I don’t figure I would just blurt it out, but I feel like that’s exactly what I’ll end up doing.
I dressed in my cute matching lace set of black bra and underwear, thinking maybe Lucas would like it. I felt bad for turning him down to taking me somewhere for sex. It sounded exciting, but with Mom’s declining health, I couldn’t get myself to agree to it. I am not exactly in the mood for something thrilling right now. I wore a simple blush pink sundress, because I wanted to feel Lucas’ hands sliding up my thighs from under it. Hailey was out with a study group right now, allowing me to get ready without her trying to doll me up more. I smiled, thinking of her excitable self when it came to my dating life. Is Lucas considered part of my dating life if we aren’t technically dating?
I heard the bell chime, racing towards the door to see who it was. I could see Lucas standing in the hall through the peephole. He looked so handsome in a simple t-shirt and bleach washed jeans. His hair was slicked back as usual, and he stood with his hands in his pockets, looking sexy as hell. I opened the door, greeting him with a smile.
‘You ready to go?’ He inquired as he checked me out, licking his lips as he did.
‘Actually, Hailey is going to be gone for another couple of hours. Do you want to come in instead?’ I suggested, because I was ready to jump his bones right here and now.
Lucas smirked with only one corner of his lips turned up. He looked damn fine when he gave me his half smirk. His eyes devoured me as he continued to look at me before stepping into the apartment. I closed the door behind him, turning to find him in my personal space already. His hand gripped my hip, bringing me closer to him. His other hand cupped my face, letting his thumb rub over my lower lip. He leaned down so his face was leveled with mine.
‘Tell me, Rose, what would you like me to do to you tonight?’ He whispered, allowing his minty breath to hit my nostrils.
‘Before we start, I need to tell you something,’ I quickly spoke, gathering my courage and biting the bullet.
‘Okay, I’m listening.’ His thumb stopped rubbing my lip, instead rubbing my cheek. He didn’t move away, staying right in front of my face.
‘Leo asked me, today, to go on a date with him tomorrow, and I told him I would. I know we’re not exclusive, but I wanted you to be aware.’ I quickly let the words escape me, feeling my heart race in anticipation of his reaction.
He was quiet for a moment, making me wonder if he had actually heard me. He then leaned forward and kissed me so passionately my knees quivered. His tongue licked at my bottom lip, asking for permission to enter. When I opened my mouth, his tongue slid in, dancing over mine as it explored my mouth. I moaned in pleasure when he sucked my lower lip back.
‘Thanks for letting me know, Rose. Don’t worry, I don’t care, as long as I get to have you at night,’ he practically growled in my ear.
I nodded my head, leaning to the side to expose my neck to him in hopes he would grace it with his tongue or mouth. He obliged by tracing my neck with his lips ever so softly. He then sucked on my skin so viciously I knew I’d need makeup to hide the mark. His mouth moved down to suck at my cleavage. I couldn’t help the moan that escaped me as he pinned me against the wall. His strong arms wrapped around my waist as his mouth met my neck again.
‘Lucas…’ I whispered his name, ready to feel him deep inside me.
‘Yes, Rose? Tell me what you want.’ He let his finger graze over my jawline lightly.
‘Take me right here against the wall.’ I told him, wanting him to hike up my dress, and insert himself deep inside me.
‘Gladly.’ He smirked at me with slanted eyes.
I can’t express how fucking handsome he is. He leaned down, taking my lower lip into his mouth, sucking on it for a moment. His hands slid under my dress, dancing around the hem of my underwear. He hooked his finger over it, slowly pulling it down, allowing me to kick them off. He unzipped his pants, pulling them down enough to release the holy grail of dicks. My eyes widened as I was reminded of its size. I could see him smirk at my reaction.
‘Are you ready for me, Rose?’ he whispered in my ear.
I nodded my head, unable to speak at the moment. My breath felt frantic as he carried me up against the wall, holding onto the back of my thighs tightly. I felt his dick align just right over my entrance, causing me to hold my breath as I braced myself. He didn’t thrust himself quickly into me as he had done previously. No, this time he went slow, pain stinkingly slow. I could feel his eyes on me the entire time he did it. He was watching me carefully, making me feel hot.
I gripped onto his shoulders as he reached his special spot inside of me. I felt myself take a breath when he swayed me over him. Before I knew it, he was thrusting hard into me, making me slide up and down against the wall. I moaned loudly, digging my fingers deep into his upper back, right by his shoulder blades. Lucas let one of my thighs go, somehow still keeping me up, as he pulled my dress down to reveal my lacey black bra. He pulled it to the side as well, letting my breast out. My nipple only hardened further from the cold air conditioning in the penthouse. Lucas flicked it with his tongue a few times before sucking on it.
‘Shit, Lucas!‘ I moaned, grabbing a fistful of his hair, pulling him further into my breast.
His tongue circled my nipple as he continued to suck on it. His thrusts were rhythmic and pleasure inducing. I felt myself getting close already as he continued. Even with him buried so deep inside of me, I couldn’t get enough of him. I want this, always. I want him. The feeling scared me, because I know I can’t have him. This thing we are doing is becoming addicting, and I need to be careful. His hands grabbed my ass cheeks, slightly spreading them, bringing my attention back to this euphoric moment.
‘I’m getting close,’ I moaned as I felt myself reaching my peak.
‘Fuck, Rose, your moans are everything and more. Cum with me,’ he told me as he thrusted faster inside me.
I yelled his name as I found my release over his enormous shaft. I felt his seed hit my cervix as he came with me. He stayed deep inside me, resting his head on the nape of my neck as both of us caught our breath. He kissed my neck tenderly, once, twice, three times. His eyes stared deeply into my own as he pulled back.
‘I could do this forever,’ he admitted to me, not looking away for a second. I blushed deeply, feeling his dick go flaccid inside me. His words reminded me he only wanted sex.
‘It’s becoming addicting for me, too,’ I admitted, biting my lip slightly. Lucas licked his lips, giving me his devilishly sexy smile.
‘Good.’ He kissed me out of nowhere, a kiss so passionate I was melting into his arms. ‘Let’s get cleaned up.’
His hands held me close, with him still inside me, as he carried me towards the living room and into my room. He sat me on the bathroom counter as he slid out of me. He bit at my lower lip before starting the shower. I hadn’t expected him to want to shower after. We had never done that before. I didn’t move from the spot he sat me down on. I somehow felt frozen watching him in his naked glory. His muscles were well toned and strong. His skin held an almost gold undertone with a very light tan. He was like a Greek god sent down from the heavens for me to ogle over.
Lucas walked back towards me, his eyes still looking hungry. He helped me out of my dress, maintaining eye contact with me the entire time he undressed me. He kissed me again. It wasn’t like the kisses he would give me before or during sex. It felt almost intimate, but I am sure I’m reading too much into it. He kissed my chest next as he took my bra off. He then kissed my neck again, right over the spot I am sure will be purple tomorrow.
He grabbed my hips, lifting me off the counter, placing me on the floor gingerly. He grabbed my hand and took me into the shower. Are we about to have shower sex?
Lucas’ P.O.V.
I walked her to the shower, wanting to pamper her as best I could. I want her to see I can do more than just have sex. She needs to know I can be that guy for her. I can be a guy who takes her on a date like Leo. He told me he was going to go after her, but it’s still like a slap to the face to know he actually asked her out. She said yes, which only twisted my stomach further. I need to step up my game if I don’t want to lose.
I pulled Rose into the stream of the large double-headed shower above us. I ran my hand over her face gently, pushing her hair back as it got wet. She was even more beautiful when wet. Her ice-blue eyes stared deeply into me. It felt like she was looking into my soul, trying to determine if I was good or not. I hope she sees I can be. I want her to see me, to really know me. She might be one of the few who could truly accept me for me. I ran my fingers through her hair before grabbing her shampoo, lathering her beautiful red hair.
‘I can do that just fine on my own,’ she complained to me.
‘I know you can, but let me do it just this once.’ I felt her staring at me, but I didn’t look away from her hair. ‘Please,’ I added for good measure.
‘Fine, just this once,’ she caved, making me look as delighted as I felt.
I rinsed her hair out, running the conditioner through it next. Her hair was so beautiful and soft. I enjoyed watching it curl back up, even under the water. She was absolutely stunning, and she didn’t even know it. Her stupid high school made her feel like less than she was. I want to show her she’s better than any of those people. I’ll find every single one of her classmates and show her off to them. Let them see how beautiful and unattainable my Rose is now.
I could see her closing her eyes as she relaxed into me. I pulled her against me, letting her back rest against my chest. My arms wrapped around her waist, letting my head rest over her. She let out a soft, relaxed moan as she sank further into me with her eyes still closed. I let my right-hand trail up and down over her arm. She was so relaxed for a moment; I thought she had fallen asleep. I kissed her shoulder, making her open her eyes. She blushed a little as she stood straight up again.
‘I think I’m done,’ she quickly said, stepping out of the shower with such speed you would think a meteorite was going to hit this very spot.
I felt my shoulders slump in disappointment. She’s still pulling away, and I was so sure I was opening her up more. I washed myself, stepping out to a towel being handed to me. Rose had dressed herself in an oversized t-shirt with some short shorts as pajamas. She looked hot, even in her current attire. Her wet hair was tied in a loose bun at the very top of her head, almost like a pineapple.
‘Here,’ she told me, shaking the towel for me to take, but I shook my head.
‘Dry me, Rose.’ I smirked at her again as she looked at me, unsure.
She furrowed her brows, making me believe she would deny my request, but to my surprise, she didn’t. She opened the towel, drying my arms first. Her hands moved down to my chest, skipping my groin, and going for my legs instead. She was sensual as she rubbed my dick dry. She knew exactly what she was doing, and I didn’t mind it one bit. I grew hard as she continued to rub me.
‘Are you planning to take care of me?’ I raised a brow at her, teasing her the only way I know how, through sex.
‘Maybe.’ She raised a brow back at me with a slight hunger in her eyes.
She knelt before me, causing my heart to race. She looked even sexier, like this. Her eyes locked with mine as she licked my dick like a popsicle. She made it twitch with excitement, growing even harder by the second. When she took the tip into her mouth, I groaned in pleasure. She seemed to like the sound as she sucked harder. I could tell she was inexperienced, and it made me wonder if this was the first time she’d done this.
‘Rose, you don’t have to do this if you don’t think you can. I won’t be disappointed,’ I assured her, not wanting her to feel like she has to do it now that she started. She shook her head at me, pulling my dick out of her mouth.
‘I want to try, but I don’t know how good I’ll be. I’ve never done this before,’ she admitted shyly, making my heart soar. She was willing to do this for me. She was willing to let my dick be the first to fuck her mouth.
‘I’ll guide you, Rose. You feel fucking amazing, but tell me if you want to stop. I swear I won’t be upset.’ I tucked a loose strand of her bun behind her ear. She nodded her head before taking my dick back in her mouth.
‘Breath through your nose, and try to lean your head like this.’ I moved her head so I wouldn’t gag her as easily. She sucked on me as she moved her head back and forth. ‘Fuck, Rose, that feels great.’ She was encouraged by my words, taking more of me into her mouth. I felt her gag against me, but she worked through it, letting her eyes water slightly. I moved her head a bit more to help, feeling her relax a bit more, letting me know it worked.
‘I’m going to move now, okay?’ She nodded, with me still inside her mouth.
I grabbed the sides of her head as I thrust gently and slowly into her. The sounds of her sucking me off were the most enthralling thing I heard tonight, aside from her moans. I moved faster and deeper, seeing she could take it. I fucked her beautiful mouth, trying to find my release quickly for her sake. Tears were streaming down her face, but she refused to call it quits. She was determined, and she was honestly doing a great job.
‘I’m going to cum in your mouth, Rose. Think you can swallow it for me?’ I asked her as I got close. She nodded her head, groaning. The idea of her swallowing me had me excited, and I found myself cumming inside her mouth a few thrusts later. I saw her swallow it before she wiped her eyes and stood straight. She had a small smirk playing on her lips. She was proud of herself and so was I.
‘That was incredible, Rose. Thank you.’ I kissed her forehead, making her blush.
‘Thought it only fair after I worked you up,’ she explained. ‘You better go before Hailey gets here.’
She was like this Yo-Yo I couldn’t control. One minute she was my delicate Rose, and the next she was pricking me with her thorns. I was hoping to have more time with her, to cuddle her, to sleep beside her. She still wasn’t ready for that. I stepped closer to her, caging her between my arms against the wall.
‘You sure you don’t want me to stay and cuddle?’ I winked at her, but she only laughed like I had made a joke. I’d never been laughed at before. It was not a feeling I liked.
‘Yeah, I’m sure. It doesn’t suit your style.’ She shook her head, still with a look of amusement, at my expense.
‘I’ll make anything my style for you, Rose,’ I told her seriously.
She froze for a moment before shaking it off, raising a brow, unconvinced by my words. I sighed, but got dressed, deciding she wasn’t ready to believe me yet. Tomorrow she’ll go on a date with Leo, but she’ll have reminders of me throughout it.
Sorry Leo, I never said I would play fair.
