Still straddling Danny’s waist, I swallow. Fireworks blow up in my head and I’m seeing stars as he looks at me with his blue eyes staring straight into my soul. He’s a beast and there’s no taming him now. What am I getting myself into? I’m clutching my hands that I have wrapped around his neck and my clit throbs between my thighs.
‘I’m not under your authority, you can’t ask this.” I breathe into his ear, teasing him. I had no plans on seeing Kane anyways. I look back at him and he smirks.
‘I’m not asking.”
I bite my lip.
“Why give into me now?” I whisper.
He’s invaded every part of me, he’s consumed me with just one moment. With one glance that one night at El Devine… I fell for him.
“Maybe it’s because I just watched someone try and take what’s mine. If anyone is going to take you on a date, it’s going to be me.”
I look up at him and glare into his eyes. He looks like a bear that just came out of hibernation ready to devour his first meal. At the same time, he looks like he’s in pain. As if he’s about to pull away from me again like the night he did on his couch.
“I want you so dangerously Ari but I’m no good for you.”
He’s going to stop himself again but I refuse to let him. He needs to know that I want this just as badly as he does.
I crash my lips to him, moving my lips so feral and needy I lose myself completely. He lets me command him this time.
“I want this, Danny. Don’t pull away from me now. I won’t let you.” I say with a shaky breath, my tone breaking so much it almost sounds like a cry. He wants to stop.
He’s right, he’s no good for me. But I don’t care. He thinks I won’t be able to handle his kinks and he might be right but I want to decide that for myself.
His body tenses and I can feel how hard he is against my thigh. Internally, I’m shrieking. We’re not back in his house on the couch and I don’t think anything will be stopping us this time. No interruptions, no cell phone ringing mid-oral, nothing but Danny’s extreme need to feel me.
He walks over to the edge of his bed and gently lets me fall on top of it. My breasts bounce as I land and I can feel my nipples harden with the way he’s looking at me. I sit up, crossing my legs and cover my breasts with my arms. I take in the view of Danny’s build. His back muscles are so defined. He turns around to empty his pockets, throwing his wallet, cigarettes, and lighter on his desk across from the bed. A massive black reaper tattoo erupted in flames is tattooed all over his back. The same tattoo that intrigues me. The detail is surreal.
He finally turns around and he’s eyeing me. His eyes start from my feet and he travels all the way up to my pussy, breasts then my face and he hums.
‘Don’t be ashamed of your naked body, Cherry. You’re perfect.’ His words strike me hard. I hesitate at first. I look down at my arms before I drop them to my sides and relax my legs. Thank God, I kept up with my lady maintenance. Shane never made me feel this exquisite. He made me feel terrible in my own skin. The way Danny touches me sends a current of salacity throughout my body every single time.
Danny grins and he drops his sweatpants with his boxers in one swift movement. And my eyes widen. His cock springs free and I gulp. He’s huge. His cock is long and thick. How the fuck is that supposed to fit inside of me? There’s no way. Nope nope nope.
Danny begins to stroke his dick as he walks closer to the bed and I instantly fear for my life. Death by huge cock.
‘Danny…’
‘Ari?’
‘I’m scared.’
He chuckles as he positions himself over me. Propping himself up with his hands on each side of my head. He pushes my legs apart and settles in between them. I can feel his cock touching my slit and chills erupt all over my body. My face grows hot and my heart rate is giving me tachycardia. My side bangs cover a part of my face, and Danny brushes them away with his fingers. He’s staring at me with such intensity I feel like I could fade away. He’s admiring me and I’m slowly dissolving. I love when he looks at me like this.
He leans forward and captures my bottom lip with his teeth, biting down so hard he draws blood. Then he sucks my lip into his mouth, tasting me, sucking the blood, and hums again, licking his lips.
‘You should be.’
At first, Danny rubs the tip of his cock through my slit smoothly, then he rubs it against my clit gently and a moan slips out of my mouth. He’s teasing me with his cock and he begins to kiss me ferociously. Our tongues compete for dominance and of course, he wins. I’m dripping wet now as my hands snake through his dark sandy blonde hair.
He breaks our kiss and he looks at me, waiting for me. I stare into his blue eyes and he stares back into mine. I’m terrified, the thought of the unknown is what scares me. This is a feeling I’ve never experienced. It’s completely foreign. Only in my fantasies that I’ve experienced these types of moments. I’ve never had sex before and I’ll be forever changed after this moment and I know I’m ready.
I nod and reach for his face with my hand, caressing his cheek. He repositions himself over my entrance and lets out a deep breath.
“I want you.” I breathe.
‘You shouldn’t.’
Then he pushes into me, slowly and I let out a gasp. My eyes widen so big at first before I’m shutting them tightly closed as the pain explodes down there snapping me out of the pleasure I was once feeling. Damn, this hurts.
‘Ari you’re so wet for me.’
His length stretching me in a way I know I won’t recover so easily.
‘It’s going to hurt at first. But trust me.’ Danny whispers into my ear and a tear slips out of my eye. I didn’t expect it to hurt this much. He kisses my tear away as he pulls out of me and then reenters, keeping a steady pace. Pain is soon replaced by pleasure with each stroke. Although, I can feel my body having difficulty fitting his size inside of me.
“It hurts, you’re too big.” I whimper. He doesn’t stop though and keeps pulling me onto him so greedily and I feel more full as he slams himself inside me. His forehead vein swells as he pounds inside of me.
‘You can take it. You’re already taking it so well.” He thrusts harder. ‘Fuck, Ari, you’re so tight.’ He groans.
He squeezes my ass so hard with his hand and anchors my waist closer to his body, enabling his cock to go in even deeper than before and I moan so loud, out of the painful pleasure. I’m shocked he was able to fit all of himself inside me. It hurts and I feel like I’m tearing. But it’s a euphoric pain I want to feel for eternity. My nipples harden more as he licks my nipple circling it slowly, then he bites down violently and it sends a flock of butterflies in my stomach. Affliction and pleasure just like he promised and I’m loving every single second. Savoring each moment like it’s my last on this Earth.
He begins to suck on my nipple then moves to my other breast sucking me into his mouth again, the same way. Then he trails his tongue from my nipple upwards to my neck. I arch my back as his tongue travels on me. He sucks down on the skin of my neck for a couple of seconds before letting go, leaving a purple mark.
His pace is slow at first but that doesn’t last long as he’s picking up his pace. He starts slamming inside of me, devouring me, pumping hard, our skin repeatedly colliding. Our bodies start making slapping noises and the bed starts to shake beneath us. The headboard hits the wall violently. I moan again loudly and I want to scream but I stop myself from raising my voice louder not wanting to attract any distractions from outside his door.
To help myself keep quiet, I reach for his thumb that rests beside my face, and I start sucking on it as I stare at his beautiful face, still thrusting inside of me.
He furrows his eyebrows as he watches me suck on his finger.
‘If you keep doing that, I’ll help you keep quiet and make you choke on my cock instead,’ Danny whispers.
My eyes circle.
The thought of tasting his engorged length has me swooning.
Never did I think that I would be losing my virginity to Danny Rider. A Navy SEAL I met in a bar. Now we’re In Iraq while he’s on a deployment and I’m a nurse working in a military hospital. I wanted to stay here in this moment forever. Pure ecstasy. And my heart sinks when I remind myself I’d be leaving in less than two months. I quickly shake myself out of that thought, I’m not going to let my thoughts get to me right now. The only feeling I want to cling to is the exhilaration of finally letting go of my innocence.
I let go of his thumb just as he hits a certain spot inside of me. I rapidly try to hold onto him instead, scratching his back hard, so much so, I’m sure I broke through his skin. I feel myself shatter like glass as the orgasm obliterates my existence. I moan into the bed sheets, my eyebrows narrowing, and my mouth gapes open. My lungs expand with bliss.
‘Fuck, I love seeing the look on your face as you come.’
Danny lets me ride out my orgasm before lifting me up, putting us in a different position. We’re off his bed and he’s standing. Thrusting inside me. While. Standing.
‘I’m not done with you yet.’ He threatens.
I hold onto the back of his neck, biting his shoulder to lessen the pain but it still doesn’t help, my legs wrapped around him, curled into him as he’s carrying me. Soon, the pain starts fading away and I’m enjoying every second that goes by. The pleasure has taken over and it feels so good to be full of him inside of me.
I’m bouncing on his cock in the air, his rough callous hands keeping me in place and he’s so precise with each thrust I’m amazed.
He’s good at this.
It doesn’t take long before I’m shattering again with euphoria as an orgasm takes over. I’m straddling his waist, thrusting up and down on his long length, taking every single pound he’s giving me. He’s not gentle anymore. The sounds we’re both making aren’t normal. He’s holding onto my hair, pulling it as he fucks me hard. We’re both panting, my mouth is gaped open, eyebrows furrowed from all the pleasure. I can hear Danny groan with pure satisfaction as his cock goes deeper and deeper inside of me each time I bounce. He grinds his teeth as he takes me.
Then, I hear Danny grunt as he climaxes inside of me, he’s clenching my body so tight, it hurts but it hurts so good. I can see his jaw tighten and he’s burying his face into my neck as his warm come fills me up and I’m shaking.
He really just fucked me while standing.
We both drop onto his bed and he’s careful with me. I’m completely exhausted. My breathing’s heavy and I feel like I’ve entered a new world I never wanted to escape from. This is a new era in my life and I was determined to live in it forever with Danny.
He lays on his back and I curl up on top of his chest, trailing my fingers on his scars. We’re both trying to make our breathing even again after what felt like a battle. We lay in silence, taking each other in and I’m appreciative of that.
We both hold each other naked and I’m growing clammy from our body heat. But I don’t dare move.
The innocence is long gone, now and I’m not repenting. I don’t regret what I just shared with Danny. It’s a sinful paradise whenever I kiss him.
‘What does this say?’ I groan, sleepily.
He looks down at me as I trace the sand clock tattoo on his chest, falling into peace, my stress subsides and I’m drifting into a deep slumber. The words aren’t in English.
“It’s Latin.”
My breathing evens out and I’m slowly going out.
“Time waits for no one. Death is a shadow stalking the living. It is a painful inexorable promise while Life is a lovely lie.’
