Holy shit, this better not be a dream, I thought when I felt her lips around my cock. The gentle motions of my dick being pulled in and out of firm, yet soft lips, had my groin in a spasm—in a very good fucking way.
I groaned and turned from my back onto my side. I reached my hands down into Jessa’s soft hair, listening to her moan, seemingly wanting me to fuck her mouth. It took a lot of restraint not to grab a hand full of hair and pump deep into her throat, but it wasn’t too hard since her tongue, hand, and mouth were working together to build up these constant glorious sensations pulsating from my dick, and up to my stomach.
“Fuck, this feels amazing,” I managed, thrusting gently through the tight opening she’d made for my cock to find the most pleasure.
I was half asleep and half awake, taking the utmost pleasure at this moment.
Her free hand went over my hip, and then she clenched my ass while I lay there, gently moving my body in slow motions, appreciating every sensation of wanting to come but still holding back.
I reached up into the pillow behind me, feeling euphoria consuming me in this dark room.
“You like that, baby?” Jessa asked after she’d run her tongue from the base of my shaft to underneath my tip, where my precum was dripping out.
I used more mental strength than I knew I possessed to tighten and restrain myself in response to Jessa as she began sucking and alternating that sensation with licking all around my sensitive tip.
“Hell, yes,” I barely managed to breathe out between almost whimpering in pleasure and groaning through each spark of energy that jolted through me, nearly sending my ass over the edge in that instant.
Jessa used the moisture from my dick to run her hand in a tight grip up and down my shaft, and holding back was now becoming torture.
I rolled onto my back to lay flat, dropping my knee to the side and giving Jessa all the access she wanted. She followed my movement in a graceful motion and settled herself between my legs.
“Shit,” I gritted out when her hand pumped my cock in perfect movements, and her tongue and mouth went to work on my balls.
Her moaning, licking, and tight grip on my slick cock sent waves of energy pulsating up my back, and I knew I wouldn’t be able to hold on for much longer.
“Come in my mouth, Cam,” her voice was sultry and sexy, and her suggestion was all I needed.
“Fuck, yes. I want you to take all of me,” I suggested, hoping I could watch her perfect lips swallow my cock, and then my cum.
“Mm,” she moaned, her lips following her tongue, covering my dick again.
Thank goodness I’d left the hall light on, so I could see a hint of her sparkling yet daring eyes as she took me with what seemed to be a hunger I could only beg for a woman to have while swallowing my cum.
The curse words that erupted from my chest while I filled her mouth with my fluid were not audible. I gripped Jessa’s hair tightly as my ass nearly shot off the bed in the electric spasm that jolted from deep inside me, sending my climax deep into her throat and mouth. I’d locked eyes with her just as I let go and hadn’t stopped staring into the beautiful gems the entire time.
My mouth dropped open as I moaned with each spasm. While riding out the last of this, I finally started to come down off this high. I gently moved my hips, letting Jessa continue to suck the last cum from my cock, knowing that I would properly thank her for this as soon as I got my bearings.
“How was that?” Jessa asked with an adorable giggle.
I had my hand over my forehead, trying to get the damn stars out of my head as if this was the first blow job I’d ever received.
“It was almost too good,” I said when she climbed up, and I felt her naked, warm body molded against mine. I looked down, my eyes meeting hers, and arched an eyebrow at her. “I’d like to think that you perfected the art of a blow job on me and me alone, just now,” I smirked.
She gave me a sassy look. “I didn’t realize blow jobs were considered an art form that needed perfecting?”
“Smart ass,” I said, smiling at her. “And yes, they are. A relationship can easily be fucked up if a partner doesn’t know how to handle their teeth around a dick.”
She kept a straight face, but I felt the subtle movements of her laughter where her full breasts were pressed against my chest.
“Well, then,” she said, trying to be serious in response to my stupid words—words that I was spewing out while I impatiently waited for my dick to get its act together so I could enjoy this woman in every sense of the word. “I’m glad that I perfected the art. I can’t imagine destroying a relationship that fate worked so hard to bring back together and ruining it,” she snapped her fingers in the air, “just like that, you know?”
“Oh, do I ever know. But, I mean, if we’re going to get real about what fate had to go through with you in all this, then, yeah, don’t want to fuck that up.”
“Me?” she said, sitting up and straddling my waist.
So fucking perfect, I thought, bringing my hands up to clasp around her waist, staring at her hardened nipples that highlighted her full breasts.
“Yes, you,” I said, smiling. “Your cute little ass fought shit, but I accepted it immediately.”
“Really?” she said, smiling at me. “And when would immediately have been for you?”
“When I first saw you at that resort,” I proudly proclaimed, believing I was ahead in this game of following my heart after seeing Jessa again.
Her face twisted up adorably. “Interesting,” she said, “because I remember having to hunt your ass down for you to see Jackson, and I wouldn’t have had to do that if I had your number after seeing you at that resort. So, I’m assuming you’re,” she paused, and her eyes widened in humor, “wrong!” She leaned forward and pressed her finger against the tip of my nose.
“Bullshit,” I said with a laugh. “I listened to fate, and because you didn’t, I felt karma kick me in the balls.”
She shook her head, and her closed lips pulled up into a smile. “You silly man,” she said with a soft laugh, “but I guess you’re right.”
“I am right,” I said. “I felt it from the first moment we reconnected.”
“That, and if you gave me your number, I probably would’ve never called you. And I know I wouldn’t have reached out to you that way for help for Jacks.”
That confused me. “Why the hell not? I wished I was braver and gave you my number so you had it for that reason alone.”
“Nah,” she said, shaking her head. “I would’ve felt like I was using you for help or something.”
I let out a breath, sad that I even put Jessa in a position to ever feel this way about me. I had to eat it, though. She needed to learn to trust me again after hurting her in such a selfish way.
“I understand, but the woman I met at that resort and in my office that day—desperately seeking help for her son—was bold and fearless. And in that mindset, you wouldn’t have given a damn whether it seemed like you were using me or not.”
She shrugged, “Yeah, that’s accurate.”
I smiled. “And now that fate has seen to it that we are happily together forever in each other’s arms,” I rolled over, bringing Jessa to lie beneath me, “I think we should show our gratitude by fucking until the sun rises and sets again.”
She ran her hands through my hair, her eyes raptly looking into mine. “I love you,” she softly said, and my heart nearly stopped at the sincerity of her words.
I framed her face with my hands, tilted her chin up, and pressed my lips into the center of her neck. Her fingers ran tenderly through my hair, exciting my dick about where this was going.
As I continued to kiss along her neck, inhaling the sweet aroma of her delicious skin, Jessa’s legs fell open, allowing me full access to what my greedy ass wanted.
“I won’t be gentle this time,” I warned, needing her more now than ever.
“Mm,” she licked her lips. “I was hoping you’d say that.
My lips captured her bottom one, my teeth gently tugging and pulling on it as I lined up my hard cock to her slick entrance. As I moved my hips forward, pushing into her, I watched Jessa’s eyes roll back as she moaned and nearly ripped my hair out.
Fuck, that was a little too hard, I thought, sliding in and out of her in a much softer motion. I wanted to bury myself in her, to hear her cry out my name. Hell, I’d even dig the claw marks on my back. I needed to feel this woman’s enjoyment of the pleasure only I could give her, but I also didn’t want to pound the shit out of her and fuck up our waterfall-hiking day, either.
Jessa moaned as her legs wrapped around me, crossing at my back.
“You like that, baby?” I said in a hoarse voice, feeling a spasm rock through my entire being in response to the sensual moans this stunning woman was making.
She took my face into her hands and nipped at my chin. “Don’t hold back on me. I know what you’ve got, Cam,” she said in some erotic voice that nearly made me come right then and there. “Fuck me.”
Damn, this woman would be my undoing. But she already was, if I was honest. And fuck hiking waterfalls; I was about to spend this entire day in bed, making up for sixteen years spent apart and believing I could ever find happiness in any other woman’s arms.
By the time I’d come deep in Jessa, fucking her from behind in the shower, I was shocked I could still feel my legs. We’d done it all and enjoyed it with the stamina of our younger years.
I held onto Jessa’s breasts, gently covering them with my hands, moving myself in and out, riding out the last of this orgasm.
Her head fell back against my chest as she stood erect, and my cock slipped out of her.
“Damn, we’re crazy,” she said.
I laughed, kissed her forehead, and slid my hands around her waistline to hold her. “That’s what was always so good about us,” I said.
“Right, and your crazy ass is playing it dangerous too, Cam,” she said, turning around in the tight little shower, wrapping her arms around my neck.
“How so?” I questioned. “If you’re speaking of putting my heart out there for you to crush, then, yeah. I guess maybe I am.”
She smirked and ran her hands over my soft dick. “No protection?”
My eyes widened in horror. “What the fuck!” I hung onto that word for what felt like thirty seconds. I didn’t know what to say.
“Lucky for you, I’ve been on the pill since Jackson was born,” she said with a laugh. “I’m just messing with you.”
“Jesus, don’t leave a man hanging like that,” I said. “You know, this whole fate and karma thing?”
“You sound a lot like Ash with all that, you know?”
“Well, I learned about that shit from her.”
“About fate and karma?” she said, grabbing the soap and lathering my balls and dick up like she owned them, which she did.
“Let’s hope we play it smart and not piss them off,” I said, taking the soap from her hands and repaying the favor.
“It’s not a problem. At least this time, if you run off on me, I know to hunt you down if I find out I’m pregnant,” she said and then slapped my ass.
“Don’t tease me, beautiful,” I said with a smirk.
“Oh, I’m not teasing,” she laughed. “Fool me once, am I right?”
I ran the soap between my hands, preparing to soap up my face, and arched an eyebrow at her. “I like this side of you. It’s almost like you’re my favorite little sex addict.”
She laughed and playfully pulled her bottom lip bashfully between her teeth. “I think I might have a problem,” she softly laughed.
“No,” I answered her, then proceeded to scrub my face. I turned and rinsed, then ducked my head under the water, “there is never a problem when a woman wants my ass so much she acts like she’s addicted to it—and the woman I’m referring to is you, of course.”
“It better be,” she said with a smile before she stepped out of the shower.
Our reunion was better than I could’ve dreamed, and even though I was enjoying fucking nonstop, it hadn’t slipped my mind that she’d broken down directly after we’d walked into the room. I had no idea what made her sob uncontrollably until she lay staring at the fire and fell asleep.
After I’d tucked her comfortably into bed, she’d turned on her side, away from me, leaving me to wonder. My insecure and vulnerable side assumed she regretted being with me like this. I mean, why else would she be perfectly fine until we walked into this room? I seriously had no idea. Jessa was a strong woman, so I wasn’t sure what provoked the tears, and I certainly didn’t expect to wake up as I did, with her mouth around my cock.
I knew I should talk to her about it, and perhaps I would do just that with some room service on our balcony, staring at the majestic view of Half Dome.
That’s what we would do, have some mother fucking champagne and stare at the rocks I paid good fucking money to see from the balcony of this room. Hiking waterfalls was overrated if I put it up against having these moments with Jessa. We might not find many of these moments again once we were back to reality with Jackson.
I wanted to tell Jacks about us, especially about me being his father, but I also needed that boy to be strong and ready for surgery. By the way, I’m your dad, and your mom and I are back together was a bomb that was entirely out of the question to drop, both in my lover man mindset and my surgeon’s mindset.
In all honesty, I wanted to selfishly tell him the truth about everything. I wanted to be a family. I wanted to make up for lost time, and I wanted him to know that I, as his father, would take care of him and his mother until the end of fucking time. But that was what I wanted, and this wasn’t about me.
All I could do now was enjoy this time with Jessa, and we would figure out the rest as it came.
