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We almost died. A half an hour ago we were sinking to the bottom of a river, and I just wanted to hold them and touch them and never let go all night, so all we would feel was good right now.
That was everything I wanted in this moment. Them safe, Damon to know I was rooted at his side, and Will to know he was ours. We claimed him, and we wouldn’t let him fall.
Damon threw me down on the bed, my body wracking with something I couldn’t explain, and he came down on me, his wet jeans rubbing against my panties and driving me wild.
I heard someone else close the bedroom door, and Damon was just as charged as I was, not waiting a moment. He unfastened his jeans, yanked my underwear to the side, and I spread my legs as he thrust inside me, sheathing his dick to the hilt.
I cried out, his length touching me deep inside and filling me up so good I clawed his shoulders.
He growled, holding himself up with one hand and sliding his hand under my ass with the other as he fucked me, pumping his hips between my legs hard and fast like he was possessed.
“Damon,” I breathed out, rolling my hips to meet him.
I tipped my head back, his mouth devouring my neck, and I heard clothes drop on the floor as Will must’ve taken off his jeans.
“Fuck, that’s hot,” he said from somewhere next to the bed.
I whimpered, my breasts bouncing back and forth with his quick, hard thrusts, and the tender flesh of my nipples craved his mouth so bad.
Damon grunted with his attack, pumping so hard, and I loved every second of it. I wanted everything rough right now.
Wild.
And then I heard Will’s voice next to my ear as he came down on the bed.
“What does it feel like?” he whispered.
I turned my head, feeling the breath from his lips. “Thick,” I moaned. “It hurts so good.”
I held Damon’s hips as Will’s mouth hovered close. “You wet for him?” he asked.
“Mmm-hmm.”
“You have an amazing body, girl.” He sucked in air through his teeth.
And then his hot tongue, flicked my lip, and heat swirled in my belly, making my clit throb even more.
“I want to play with you,” he whispered. “Let me touch your pussy.”
I started to pant, almost wanting to cry, because everything felt so good, and I wanted to feel everything, but I was getting dizzy as Damon went deeper, pushing my body back and forth as he fucked me.
Will layered his lips with mine. “Let me fucking touch you.”
I nodded.
“I’m gonna touch her, man,” he told Damon.
Damon remained silent, and I ran my hands up his chest, feeling his body move as it went on instinct and took what it needed. I wanted this forever.
Him forever.
I wanted to hold this place where we could hide in our dark places and feel everything we didn’t always understand. Fantastical fear and falling. Danger, fury, heat, and need.
So strong you’re a fucking animal.
Black and red.
And underneath the earth, behind a closed door, in this room, we let it happen. We just gave in.
“Oh, fuck,” Will groaned as he reached down and fingered my clit.
His soft lips played over mine, just caressing and teasing, while his fingers taunted me, starting to rub me out as his best friend fucked me.
I panted and whimpered, Will’s hot breath mixing with mine, as I closed my eyes and reached for Damon, holding him to me as I waved my hips, meeting Will and Damon’s touches at the same time.
The need built inside, and my breath turned raspy as I got more excited and desperate. It was there. I was almost there. Will sank his tongue into my mouth, claiming my lips in a deep kiss, and I wondered if Damon was watching us. What was he seeing? Did he like it?
I could feel his eyes on us.
But then I heard his voice, deep and gruff. “You two…” he said, sounding like a threat. “Are making me so hard.”
And then he slowed, both of us enjoying every inch he sank inside me, and came down covering my breast with his mouth.
I gasped, but then Will’s mouth tore away from mine as he found my other breast, both of them sucking on a nipple. I threaded my fingers through their hair—Damon’s longer and smoother, Will’s shorter and thicker—as they kissed, nibbled, and bit me. I tipped my head back, arching my back to meet their mouths with my breasts.
God, to have them both kissed at the same time…
Damon then came up and kissed me on the mouth, deep and hard, and then dipped to my neck, trailing kisses over my skin just as Will came back to claim my lips again. I dove into Will’s mouth and taste, holding Damon to me, only to have Damon pull my chin over to him, so he could kiss me again. One after the other, sucking on my body until they wanted their turn with my mouth.
Damon devoured my breasts again while I ate up Will’s lips, just for Damon to thrust hard again and come back up again, gripping the top of my hair, and demanding my mouth once more.
I was breathless and dizzy, losing track of who was who.
“So hot,” Will said. “Watching him fuck you bare.”
I spread my thighs wider, wanting Damon to have it all.
“He says I can’t fuck you,” he whispered in my ear. “But you’re going to feel my dick tonight, Winter.”
I whimpered, my breath shaking, because I wanted this with them. Both of them in my arms and the overwhelming feel of them in every one of my senses, because we needed this.
But it was so much. Too much.
Damon pulled out of me, and I only had a moment to wonder what he was doing, before he covered my pussy with his mouth. Will pulled his hand away and moved up and down my body, sucking and kissing.
My stomach rose and fell in heavy breaths as Damon nibbled and teased me with his tongue, and I sucked air between my teeth, the need building again.
“Don’t stop,” I begged. “I love what you’re doing to me.”
He ate me up, sucking so hard, I could only hold on.
The orgasm crested, and I sucked in short, desperate breaths, ready to explode, and then he stuck his tongue inside me, and I shuddered, crying out.
My orgasm burst, spreading all over my body, and I shook, holding his head to me as he sucked my clit through it.
“Oh, God,” I moaned.
But when he stood up and his jeans fell to the floor, I just wanted more from him before he came down on me again.
Pulling away from Will, I climbed up on my knees, coming to the end to the bed where he stood, and wrapped my arms around his neck, kissing him with everything I had.
“I love you,” I whispered.
He was hot and hard, his cock like a steel rod poking into my belly, and I inched back on the bed again, falling on all fours and taking him into my mouth.
God, I wanted this. I wanted him on my tongue. I wanted to feel him everywhere.
I sucked him as far as I could, wrapping my hand around the rest of him, and moving up and down slow and tight, I felt his groan and his breathing grow ragged.
He gripped my hair as I licked and sucked, and I left no part of his smooth skin untouched. He started to pump his hips as he held my head, and I could feel myself getting wetter.
I moved to the side. “Will, come here,” I said quietly. “Lie down.”
He moved down to us, and when he was in position, I held Damon in my hand and threw my leg over Will’s body, straddling him in reverse.
“Oh, fuck yeah,” he growled, realizing what I was doing and scooted down more to get himself under me.
Back on all fours, I took Damon in my mouth again and got into a rhythm, weaving my hips on top of Will and rubbing our groins together.
I moaned in the back of my throat as Damon filled my mouth and rode Will, pressing down harder and harder on the long ridge of his cock through my panties.
“Winter,” Damon breathed out.
I ran my tongue on the underside of his cock, tasting him drip a little and so ready. Will grabbed my hips, working me harder, so stiff and needy, too.
Damon pulled my head up and came down kissing me as I continued to rub on Will.
“Turn around,” Damon whispered.
I climbed off Will and started to turn, but then Damon shot Will an order. “Sheet,” he said.
Will threw the silk sheet over his groin, and I climbed back on, feeling his thick ridge through the smooth, silky fabric. The bed dipped behind me, and I felt Damon come up on my ass.
Then he grabbed the back of my panties and yanked, the shrill tear of fabric filling the room as he ripped them clean off my body.
He grabbed my jaw, turning my face to speak over my lips. “Head down, ass up.”
A shudder rocked through me, and I leaned over Will, arching my back and waiting to feel what I wanted.
Will held my head to his body, his body shuddering underneath me.
Damon spread my legs wider and pressed down on my back to get my ass up higher, and then he crowned me.
Just like in the haunted house.
The head of his cock pushed inside me nice and slow and then slid the rest of the way in, filling me up and touching me deep. Will’s cock rubbed against my clit through the sheet underneath me, and I started moving, knowing it was me who knew how to move to give them both what they needed at the same time. I rolled my hips in a figure eight motion, up and over Will’s cock and back and up again on Damon. Up and over, back and up. Up and over, back and up.
And when they started moving to meet me in our rhythm and grunting and panting, I knew I was doing it good.
I held myself up on my hands, riding them both, dry humping Will underneath me and backing up on Damon behind me as he fisted my hair. Will leaned up, sucking on my nipples, one after the other, and the room filled with the sounds of us fucking and needing this. Needing the connection.
Damon pushed hard and faster, and so did I, humping Will as I leaned down and kissed his chest. He held me to him as I sucked and nibbled, and in moments, we were nothing but bodies and mouths and hands and aching deep inside.
I came first, crying out and shuddering, the sensations inside me coursing through my clit and making me throw my head back and lose all control of my body. I just knelt there, the orgasm rippling through me as Will came, his body tightening and spilling in the sheet and his hands gripping my hip and breast.
Damon pushed me down, holding my shoulder at my neck, and thrust inside of me, taking me harder and harder as Will held my head to him again to keep me secure.
Damon growled under his breath, his movements fast and wild, and then he came, driving inside of me once real slow and then again, letting it go.
He jerked a few more times and collapsed on my back, damp with sweat and all three of us trying to catch our breath. My eyelids felt heavy, and I swear I could feel their heartbeats against me.
I relaxed into Will’s body, feeling Damon behind me, and even though the fear and worry over what happened earlier tonight would return tomorrow, I couldn’t think about it if I tried right now.
Right now, I never wanted to leave this room.
It wasn’t until the air grew cold and our breathing turned silent, that I peeled myself up off Will, Damon rising, too.
Will tore the spoiled sheet off the bed, and an hour later I could hear his steady breathing as he fell fast asleep on my left side.
Damon spooned me from behind, both of us still awake, but I knew he’d turned off the lights.
I hugged my arms to my chest as Damon held one of his over me, and now that we were all calm, I waited for the guilt to come.
The shame. The worry. The doubt.
But it didn’t. At least not yet.
We’d touched and kissed and fell into each other, and I was grateful they were here. Alive and safe.
I didn’t want to think.
“I’ve never let women do that to me,” Damon said quietly, breaking the silence.
“Do what?”
“Put their mouths on me,” he replied. “Down there.”
He didn’t let other women use their mouths on him?
“I just never…” he trailed off. “It’s not something I…”
He struggled to find the words, but I realized what he was talking about, and I tried to keep the sadness from my voice.
“I know,” I told him, saving him from having to say it.
His mother and what she did to him.
He didn’t like that, and the reason had to do with her.
“Why did you let me?” I asked, keeping my tone soft.
“I didn’t even think about it until it was over,” he whispered. “It was like she wasn’t here. It was just you.”
He sucked in a breath and tightened his arms around me. “I love you,” he said.
I immediately broke down, tears springing to my eyes.
Happy tears.
He turned me over, slid on top of me, and kissed me as he nestled himself between my legs again.
“I love you,” he whispered over my lips again.
I held his face in my hands. God, I love you.
And as I sucked in a breath, feeling him push inside of me again, I knew what he was talking about all those days ago. The anger and fury and heat and need—years of it leading to this moment when we finally knew what we were and who we lived for.
Red.
Out of all the colors, I liked red the best.
