The guys come down the next morning, looking clean yet anything but refreshed. My own eyes feel gritty and dry, my throat tight when I remember last night.
I woke up feeling suffocated, unsure where I was or who was in bed with me. I couldn’t stand the heat from their bodies, something I’ve always found comforting but ever since that night when I awoke to my uncle getting into bed with me, knowing that he’d been doing it the whole time…
I look up, catching grey orbs full of concern. Ash’s image wavers as moisture fills my own eyes.
“I–I’m so s–s–sorry, Ash,” I whisper brokenly before burying my face in my hands. The sofa I’m lying on dips next to me as I’m gathered up, the achingly familiar scent of ginger filling my senses.
“Hey, there’s no need to apologize, my love,” he murmurs, his lips brushing against my tangled hair. “It’s okay.”
“It’s not okay!” I wail, lowering my palms and catching piercing blue eyes as Jax crouches in front of me. “How is any of this okay?”
“It’s not,” he tells me, his deep voice a soothing balm to my hurting soul. “But we’re here to look after you now, baby.” He grasps my hands in his large ones, rubbing his thumbs over mine. My lip trembles as I try to contain my emotions.
“What happened last night, Pretty Girl?” Loki questions, the sofa on the other side of me dipping as he takes a seat, his hand rubbing my back.
I sigh, giving Kai a watery smile as he holds out a cup of peppermint tea, Jax releasing my hands so that I can take it. It’s the perfect temperature, allowing me to wrap my fingers around the mug and absorb some of the comforting warmth.
“I had a bad dream I guess,” I tell them, looking down at the surface of the tea, wishing that it held all the answers to the maelstrom that is my current mental health. “I woke up thinking…thinking…” My voice chokes, the surface of the drink rippling as a tear drops into it.
“Thinking you were back there?” Ash questions, the vibrations of his voice calming my pounding heart.
“Yes,” I answer quietly, brokenly. I take a deep breath and look up to meet kind, amber eyes full of warmth and love. “And that he was the one in the bed,” I say, my eyelids falling shut with shame.
A soft brush of fingertips has them fluttering open again, Kai’s face wavering as more tears spring to my eyes.
“I understand,” he says softly, a haunted look entering his stare, and my throat tightens at this hateful thing we now have in common.
Carefully thrusting my mug at Jax, I launch myself at Kai and wrap my arms around his neck, sobs wracking my body as I cling to him. His own arms band around me, pulling me as tight as my pregnancy will allow, and I feel wetness on my neck where his face is buried.
We cry together, the pain of the evil that exists in the world lessening now that we have another to share it with, to understand how much it hurts, how dirty and tarnished you feel.
We decide to stay in the apartment, snuggled together on the sofas until Mai arrives later in the afternoon to check on me and baby. She declares that everything is fine, but recommends an ultrasound scan as I missed my twenty-week one. Ash gets straight on the phone and books one for the following day on Harley Street, using his name to get the best paediatrician in the country to fit us into his busy schedule.
I feel a slight chill at the thought of having to deal with Julian, who no doubt will hear of my return soon enough. But for now, I decide to set it aside, enjoying this reprieve before we have to face reality again.
After Mai’s visit, and with it being such a beautiful summer’s day—a rarity in England I can assure you!—I feel the overwhelming urge to see what the pool is like and float in the water for a time.
Getting up from the sofa where we were all lounging, none of the guys follow me as I head to the glass doors, which are open, letting in the slight breeze and city noises that I find I’ve missed a little.
“Where you off to, Pretty Girl?” Loki asks lazily, and I spin round giving him a lopsided smile before whipping Jax’s T-shirt over my head and shimming out of my yoga pants. They guys had bought me some of my clothes, placing them in the closet in our room.
“For a swim,” I tell him, pulling my soft maternity bra off, and beaming as all four guys sit up straighter, heat brightening their eyes. This effect I have on them, their desire for me, is addictive and always sends tingles racing up my spine. “Coming?” I lift a single brow, smirking as I step out of my knickers, leaving them in a pile as I turn and walk out into the garden.
Looking around, I’m glad to confirm that we’re completely enclosed by our building, the garden being in the middle and no windows overlooking us, telling me just how much this place cost given the price of real estate in London.
I smile as Astronomical by SVRCINA starts playing on the outside speakers, the pleasure of having music back in my life making my skin quiver. It pebbles for an entirely different reason as a hot, naked body presses up against my back, arms dusted with auburn hair and littered with tattoos wrapping around me, a hard length poking me in the back.
“I fucking missed you so much,” Loki whispers in my ear, placing teasing kisses along the column of my neck that leaves fire pooling in my core.
“Loki…” I moan, my whole body feeling heavy and aching with need. His palms glide down my sides, over my stomach, and find my pussy already wet for him.
“Did you miss me, baby? Did you miss my fingers inside you? My cock inside your dripping cunt?”
Fuck me, this boy and his filthy mouth. Another deep groan of need sounds in my throat as I try moving my hips to direct his touch. Luckily, he doesn’t seem to be in a teasing mood, his musician’s fingers dipping inside my damp folds and finding my opening. He thrusts two inside me, and I swear I see stars, my knees almost buckling at the searing pleasure that threatens to cleave me in two.
“More, Loki,” I beg, my voice deep and my nails raking down his forearms. “I need you to fuck me, please.”
His masculine laugh rumbles through me, his nose nuzzling my neck.
“As you wish,” he murmurs in a sexy as fuck, husky whisper that has my inner walls clenching around his fingers. He pulls them out and I whimper, frustration lancing through me like a lightning bolt.
Taking my hand, he leads me to a wooden table that’s about waist height for him. Leaving me there, he walks over to a blanket box, giving me a magnificent view of his arse and back, and grabs out an armful of thick blankets and cushions. Stepping back up to me, my skin quivering at his nearness, he layers the blankets and cushions on the tabletop, creating a soft surface towards the side edge of the table with a cushion presumably for my lower back.
“Up you get, baby,” he orders with a devastating smile that melts me that much more. With his help I climb up onto the table, my legs dangling off the edge. “Lie back,” he commands, his voice dropping an octave as he gives me a searing look. I do as commanded, lying back under the shade of the umbrella, the gentle, warm breeze tickling my skin. I raise my hands up over my head, taking a slight stretch and loving the way my muscles pull.
Ash disappears from view, then one of my legs is lifted, quickly followed by the other as he places them over each of his shoulders. Anticipation lights me up, making my breathing quicken until the swipe of a warm tongue has my eyes rolling and a keen falling from my lips. My fingers curl into the blankets underneath me with the bliss that rolls across my body.
“Fuck, I missed the taste of this pussy, Pretty Girl,” he growls out, thrusting his head harder between my legs, pinning them open as he proceeds to take me to heaven with his tongue, making my legs quake and tremble as I come over and over again.
A shadow falls over my closed lids, so I open my eyes and see a pierced cock surrounded by black ink in front of my face.
“Open up, Princess,” Ash demands, a shining bead of precum dotting the head of his shaft.
I do as ordered, and the sound that leaves his lush lips as he pushes his way in as far as this angle will allow sets me alight again. I groan as the salty, masculine taste of him fills my mouth, my hand grasping his base and pumping what won’t fit. Another deep moan vibrates around his cock as Loki pushes inside my dripping cunt, his own piercing hitting all the right nerves.
“Shit, you feel so fucking good,” Loki hisses, filling me completely at the same time that Ash pushes in as far as he will go, a deep sound echoing in his chest.
I lose myself to the rhythm of their thrusts, my eyes closing as pleasure rolls over me in spine-tingling waves. My nerve endings fire like fuses, lighting me up over and over again until nothing exists apart from our bodies and the carnal dance we are performing.
“Fuck, Princess, I’m gonna come,” Ash growls out, his cock growing impossibly hard in my mouth and hand. I open my eyes to stare up at him through watering eyes, watching his climax colour his face in pained ecstasy before his seed fills my mouth. I swallow every drop greedily, my tongue swirling and licking until I’ve captured his release fully.
Clearly not liking my attention straying from him, Loki starts pounding into me hard and fast, his hands gripping my thighs in a bruising hold, his pace relentless.
I quickly let Ash pull out of my mouth, my back arching as much as my bump will allow as Loki builds me up again. Stars begin to dance in front of my eyes, my muscles tightening as my climax crashes over me, my own pleasure coating Loki as I come hard. I’m barely over the peak when I feel Loki stiffen above me, a deep groan of satisfaction leaving his lips as he, too, finds release.
We stay locked together, panting, letting the summer breeze caress our sweat-covered bodies as we come down from our high. Fingertips trace my cheek, and I turn into the touch, looking up into calm, grey eyes.
“You are exquisite, my love,” Ash praises, leaning down and placing a kiss on my swollen lips. “Jax and Kai missed you too.” He looks at me, a question in the furrow of his brow, and I know what he’s asking.
“I missed them, all of you, so much,” I reply, my hand coming up to stroke his damp cheek.
He pulls back with a smile, and I look past him to see my two other Knights lying on wide sun loungers, their underwear-clad bodies tense, but dicks hard, waiting with an air of uncertainty.
Grumbling, Loki pulls out and there’s a rush of wetness that seeps out after him, our combined releases dripping down my inner thigh. He places a kiss on my thigh, stepping away as Ash takes my hand and helps me to stand on wobbling legs, leading me over to where Kai is lying on the cast-iron lounger.
All Mine, by PLAZA comes over the speakers, the beat washing over me, my hips swaying automatically. Kai gives me a beatific smile as I gaze down at him, drinking in all his glorious ridges and dips.
“Lube up, Kai,” Ash orders, and Kai raises a brow, but leans over and grabs a bottle of lube off the small table between him and Jax, because of fucking course there’s lube there. “Princess, Kai’s going to fuck that pretty, little ass of yours while Jax fucks your beautiful pussy,” he tells me, his eyes shining with excitement and I notice his dick starting to stiffen at the thought.
“I–I’m not sure how that’s going to work…” I reply, trying to work it out in my pleasure befuddled brain and coming up empty.
“Don’t worry, I’ll help get you in the right position,” Ash assures me with a devilish smile that renders any protestations I may have null and void. “Hop up, reverse cowgirl style.”
I give him a raised brow, telling him with my look that women who are six months fucking pregnant don’t hop anywhere. He just smirks, keeping hold of my hand as I climb up on the lounger, thankful that it seems pretty fucking solid and doesn’t shake under our combined weight.
Once I’m hovering over Kai’s crotch, his shaft so hard that it’s lying flat on his stomach, the piercings lining the underside glinting in the sunshine.
“Lube her up, Kai,” Ash commands, taking my other hand and pulling me slightly forward to give Kai better access.
I’m about to tell him that I may look like a fucking whale but I object to being spoken about like one, but the words come out as a garbled moan as Kai spreads the lube around my puckered hole then inserting his thumb and sending sparks racing across my skin.
My heart races, my breaths coming fast as he pumps it in and out, his fingers reaching between my legs to toy with my clit.
“Shiiiit…” I breathe out, the sensations his thumb creates peaking my nipples.
“Up on your feet, Princess, knees bent,” Ash directs next, taking hold of my other hand and helping me to get into a low squat, my feet on either side of Kai’s hips.
Kai pulls out his thumb, using the new angle to guide the tip of his slicked-up cock to my puckered hole, gently breaching the ring of tight muscle and making me see fucking stars as his piercings rub along my walls. Ash lets go of one hand, leaning down to rub at my clit as Kai keeps thrusting forward, the pleasure from Ash’s touch making me relax more into Kai’s intrusion.
“Kai…oh my god, fuck,” I rasp, uncaring that I’m not making any sense.
“That feels so fucking good, darling,” Kai grits out, pushing the last inch inside me with a grunt. His swearing lets me know just how much this is driving him crazy, and I relish in the power that I wield over him.
Kai’s other hand grips my hip, his fingers digging in as he starts to pulse his hips in shallow movements, both of us making low, desperate noises. Kai pauses, and lightning zings across my skin as I open bleary eyes.
“Lean back on your hands, Princess,” Ash tells me, letting go of my other hand. Kai supports my waist as I do as directed, placing my hands behind me on the lounger so that I’m leaning back. Ash steps away and to the side near my head, Jax taking his place with one of his rare, delicious grins.
“Hey, baby,” he rumbles, his huge shaft gripped in his hand as he kneels between Kai’s legs. “Room for one more?”
I chuckle, hearing Kai groan under me as my inner walls clamp around him. “Always,” I tell Jax, ripples of excitement flooding adrenaline through my veins as well as a shot of fear at whether his huge cock will fit.
He gives me another pussy decimating smile, then brings his leg up and over ours on one side so that he’s propped on one knee and one foot. I can’t see what he does next, but I fucking feel the stretch as he starts to push his way inside my slick cunt, Loki’s cum helping to ease his way.
“Fuuuuck…” I murmur, my head tilting back as Jax impales me on his monster cock. “I’d forgotten how fucking big you were, Jax.”
He gives a manly snort, which morphs to a deep growl as he bottoms out.
“A lesser man would get a complex, darling,” Kai teases beneath me, enacting his revenge as he drags almost all the way out and then thrusts hard back into my arse.
A sharp gasp leaves both mine and Jax’s lips at the move, Jax holding still to let Kai do it again. And again. And again, until I’m quivering and shaking, crying out his name. He pauses, panting hard, and lets Jax take control whilst he holds me still.
Jax doesn’t hold back, reminding me of just how large and powerful he is with every hard, snapping thrust into my dripping pussy. I let them use me, giving myself over to them completely as they work in symbiosis, wrecking me in the best possible way.
I’m soon unravelling between them, my limbs shaking with the force of my orgasm. Yet they don’t let up, fighting my body’s tightness to keep pounding into me with devastating precision, knowing exactly the right spots to hit to keep me coming over and over again.
“Loki, let’s show our girl what she does to us,” I hear Ash say, voice strained and husky.
Opening my eyes, I see him still standing on one side, dick hard and gripped in his fist as he pumps it with furious speed. I turn my head to the other side to see Loki doing the same, and the thought that they will be covering me with their cum whilst Jax and Kai fill me up with theirs has me whimpering with need.
Fuck, I am literally going to die from too many orgasms.
There are worse ways to go, I suppose.
Kai and Jax speed up, the noise of our bodies slapping together loud in the quiet of the summer afternoon, the sound of the river and music a backdrop to our love-making. Moments later, Jax slaps the side of my arse before going rigid in front of me, the mixture of pleasure and pain forcing me to follow him into oblivion with a scream that accompanies his own roar.
Kai follows soon after, thrusting hard and deep as he pours his release inside me, a pained groan sounding in his throat. First Ash then Loki groan, the hot splash of their climaxes coating my breasts and stomach, triggering another rush of liquid to coat Jax’s dick as I come again.
Utterly spent, I practically fall on top of Kai, Jax slipping out of me with a rush of warm liquid between my thighs. Panting, my heart beats a strong rhythm as I lie back, unapologetic that I could be crushing Kai beneath me. I don’t have to worry for too long as he turns us on our sides, spooning me, his own now soft member slipping from my arse. He holds me to him, uncaring that I’m covered in his friends’ cum, and hugs me close, whispering praise in my ear, melting me completely.
I close my eyes, snuggling into his embrace and letting his love wash over me in a comforting wave. This is where I’m meant to be, in the arms of one of my lovers, my soulmates. Being loved, protected, and cherished by them all.
A dark kernel tries to make its presence felt, trying to drag me back into the nightmare that I’ve only just escaped from. I push it aside, trying to claw back the happy, contented feeling of moments before, but it feels tarnished now, and I can’t help but shiver in the afternoon sun, its warmth not reaching the place where I need it most.
