The next couple of days are like a breath of fresh air, like I can finally breathe fully again for the first time in weeks. Each day that Mai brings me freshly prepared food that only she handles, my head clears until I no longer suffer the effects of being drugged after each meal, and so my strength returns. I still use the wheelchair when she takes me out, something telling me not to let my uncle know how much stronger I am now. Truth be told, I’m not quite at full strength yet anyway, having been so inactive for the past few weeks.
I’m getting bigger too, most noticeably my growing stomach now that I’m six months gone. My tits are bigger, and randomly my nipples too, which Mai says is all normal. Baby seems to be getting along well, though not having access to an ultrasound means that we can’t check everything. But all the checks that Mai does are fine, and my blood levels are okay.
One of the twins is with me at all times, even at night. The day after ‘the incident’—as I’m now calling it because I just can’t process what happened right now—the boys moved the massive, wooden wardrobe in front of the secret door, blocking it completely. They could only just about manage it, so I doubt that my uncle could move it alone. And although I haven’t seen my uncle, Roman told me that he left to go into Harley Street to see about a nose job after apparently being kicked in the face by one of his horses. Like that’s fucking believable!
Several days after ‘the incident,’ Mai and I are walking in the rose garden, once again under the archway. Mai helps me in order to keep up the pretence of my drug-induced state. Can’t have my uncle thinking that I’m up to full strength. Some of the roses are in full bloom now, their heady scent wrapping around me in a floral perfume. There’s a soft breeze that plays with the tassels on my light shawl, the loose trousers I’m wearing fluttering around my ankles as we stroll along. It’s the weirdest thing. The wardrobe and chest are full of brand new maternity clothes, some with tags still on, but they’re all just a little out of date and slightly musty smelling. Like they’ve been shut away for a while. They’re mostly comfy if a little upper-class-rich-woman-who-goes-to-lunch for me, so I can’t complain.
As we walk towards the end of the arch, intending to head out towards the man-made lake today, someone calls my name. I turn and smile to see Rowan jogging towards me. Both boys have become like the brothers I never had, teasing me to keep my spirits up and fiercely protective when it comes to my safety.
“Good morning, pixie girl, sis,” he greets when he reaches us, not even a little puffed out. Bloody bastard. “I’ve a present for you, Lilly,” he tells me, a mischievous glint in his brown eyes.
Raising an eyebrow at him, he just gives me what I am coming to realise is one of the twins’ signature naughty smirks, then he reaches into his pocket and pulls out what looks like a brand new iPhone.
“What’s this?” I question, my heart rate picking up as I take the device from him and tap my thumb on the screen. Immediately, I see a message waiting for me.
Kai Evil Genius Matthews: So we can keep in touch, darling xxx
I quickly open it, rereading the message again as a smile tugs at my lips. I startle when another message pops up.
Loki Your Favourite Boyfriend Thorn: *winking face emoji*
Fucking cuntmuffin!
Followed by another.
Ash Our Almighty Leader: Who the fuck gave us these stupid-ass nicknames? Hello, Princess xxx
A laugh tinkles out of my mouth at seeing his words, and I can just imagine his grumbling tone of voice as he says them. Another message comes in, and I can’t help a bark of laughter that rings around the spring morning.
Jax Weapon of Mass Destruction Griffiths: I’m betting Loki, fucker. Baby Girl, you there?
Lilly Sexy AF Baby Mama: I’m here. And I like the nicknames *kissing face emoji*
Lilly Sexy AF Baby Mama: Are you sure this is okay? It’s not going to be tracked? Xxx
I nibble my bottom lip as I wait for a reply, knowing that Mai and Rowan act as a lookout whilst I stare at the screen like the lifeline that it is. A reply soon appears.
Kai Evil Genius Matthews: It’s a burner, my darling. Untraceable, so just keep it hidden xxx
Loki Your Favourite Boyfriend Thorn changed the group name to Lilly’s Not Gangbang Boyfriends.
My hand slaps over my mouth as a shout of laughter leaves my lips.
Ash Our Almighty Leader: I’m her husband, dickhead *middle finger emoji*
I feel a small tap on my shoulder, and I tear my eyes away from the screen to look up at a beaming Mai.
“We probably should be heading back, it looks like it might rain,” she tells me kindly, and I look up to see dark clouds beginning to cover the blue sky. I did not miss the changeable British weather when I was in Colorado.
Lilly Sexy AF Baby Mama: Got to go, I’ll text later. Love you all xxx
I pocket the phone before they can reply, otherwise, I’ll never put it down, and with Mai on one side and Rowan on the other, we make our way back to the chair on the patio.
My pocket buzzes—I must turn the vibrate feature off just in case—and a warm glow fills my being at the lifeline that I’ve been given, the connection to my guys the best kind of feeling.
Later that night, after a delicious dinner of creamy pasta that Mai cooked and brought up, I snuggle into bed with my new phone in my hands under the duvet, the screen brightness turned low as it will go. I still suspect that my uncle has a camera in here somewhere, watching me, and although he’s not visited me since that awful night, I’d rather not give him any reason to. Or lead to the discovery of my new phone.
The screen lights up with a message from Kai outside of the group chat.
Kai: Having trouble sleeping, darling?
Lilly: How did you know?
I narrow my eyes at the screen while those little bubbles tell me he’s writing.
Kai: There’s a camera in your room…
I fucking knew it! My heart races as I poke my head up, looking again to see if I can spot it. The screen flares just before it was about to black out.
Kai: Don’t worry, darling. I’ve looped the feed so that it only shows your uncle you sleeping at night, and then doing your usual routine during the day.
A breath of relief whooshes out of me, my fingers tingling as I type my reply, not bothering to hide my phone.
Lilly: What can you see?
Those damn bubbles are back, and for reasons unknown I hold my breath, waiting for his response.
Kai: You…in bed…
Kai: Wearing too many clothes…
I slowly release my breath as tingles race over my skin.
Lilly: I can’t exactly sleep naked, especially with Roman in the corner…
A moment later I hear shuffling, then my door opening as I look up to see Roman leaving the room, closing the door softly behind him. One of the brothers has been taking the night shift in here with me, and I’ve been sleeping better knowing that I’m watched over. I feel better now knowing that Kai has his eyes on me too.
Kai: Problem solved, Pet…
A shiver runs down my spine at the nickname. Laying down the phone on the pillow beside my head, I slowly, teasingly, push the thick duvet down my body, kicking it to the end of the bed with my bare feet.
Kai: Good girl, now that nightgown.
Sitting up, I gather the garment up and pull it over the top of my head, dropping it to the bed beside me. My nipples harden in the cool air, my breath leaving my body in a shaky exhale. The phone lights up, the group chat flashing up this time.
Ash Our Almighty Leader: What are you up to, Princess?
Both nicknames bring a smile to my lips. Another message from Kai pops up outside of the group chat.
Kai: Prop yourself up on your pillows, Pet, legs open.
A sense of breathlessness overcomes me as I get into position, my pulse becoming fast.
Loki Your Favourite Boyfriend Thorn: Naughty, Pretty Girl, giving us a show like such a good little slut.
I lick my dry lips, waiting for Kai’s next instruction, my eyes glued to the screen.
Kai: Such a clever, beautiful girl. Now, suck your fingers, two should be enough.
I do as he commands, bringing my slightly trembling pointer and middle fingers of my right hand to my mouth, pushing them slowly in. There’s something so exciting about knowing that I’m being watched by my guys, but not where the camera is or being able to watch them in return.
Kai: That’s it, Pet, make them all nice and wet.
My muscles relax as a smile pulls my lips upwards, my fingers popping out of my mouth, glistening with my saliva.
Jax Weapon of Mass Destruction Griffiths: Baby Girl…fuck you’re killing me here…
I can’t resist one long lick up the side of my finger, swirling my tongue around the top just as I’ve done countless times to their hard cocks, hoping that they remember the move too.
Kai: Take them to that beautiful wet cunt of yours, Pet. Rub your clit nice and slow for me.
I do as instructed, trailing my fingers down the centre of my body, coming round the side of my swollen stomach, using touch to locate my pussy. At this stage, I can no longer see it if I look down, but my fingers find it easily enough, and just as Kai described, it’s already slick with my excitement.
A heady moan leaves my lips at the first touch, pleasure zinging over my body when my fingers make contact with my engorged bud. The phone lights up beside me, and I turn hooded eyes to read the message.
Ash Our Almighty Leader: You are a fucking goddess, wife. I’m as hard as stone for you right now, Princess.
Using my other hand, a little awkwardly, I type out a reply.
Lilly Sexy AF Baby Mama: Grip your dicks hard for me, pretend it’s my hand wrapped around them.
Jax Weapon of Mass Destruction Griffiths: Shit, baby…that feels so fucking good.
My fingers move faster on my nub, imagining my Knights tugging and pulling at their hard cocks, and trying to pretend it’s one of them playing with my body.
Kai: Dirty Pet, getting so worked up over their filthy words. I’ll have to get Ash to spank you again when you’re home.
The ache that’s permanently in my chest flares at the mention of home, but I shove it down, focusing back on the electric pulses that are starting to shoot from my core.
Kai: I would do such dirty, terrible things to your body, Pet. Indulge all of your darkest fantasies, and play with all of your fears until you don’t know whether to beg me to stop or keep going.
Heat flushes over my entire body as I read his words, my other hand reaching down to my aching breast and squeezing it. A gasp falls from my lips, my teeth sinking into the bottom one as I bring my fingers down to my opening and thrust them inside myself, fucking my hand hard and fast.
The phone lights up on the pillow next to me, and I have to open my cracked eyes wider to read the message.
Loki Your Favourite Boyfriend Thorn: That’s it, baby. Fuck your hand like you would my cock. I wanna see you come all over yourself.
I feel myself getting higher and higher, the pleasure almost too unbearable after so long without it. I’ve been craving a release, needing to rid myself of this pent-up energy and frustration that being incarcerated has left me with.
Adding a third finger and closing my eyes, I call to mind four pairs of hands on me, gliding over and inside my body as I grind down on my fingers. I give into the intense feelings racing over my skin, uncaring as cries leave my lips with abandon.
Feeling myself reach the cliff’s edge, I pull my fingers out, hitting my G-spot on the way as an orgasm rips through me and sends me into the stratosphere. Wetness coats my hand and the bed beneath me as I writhe, letting the stars fill my eyes and waves of exquisite torture run through and over me, leaving me gasping.
Lying back, relaxing completely into the mound of pillows behind me, I let my breathing slow, languidly looking over at the phone to see several messages in the group chat.
Ash Our Almighty Leader: That was perfection. You are perfection, Princess x
Kai Evil Genius Matthews: Such a good little Pet x
Jax Weapon of Mass Destruction Griffiths: Fuck, Baby Girl. you are so fucking beautiful when you cum x
Loki Your Favourite Boyfriend Thorn: *eggplant emoji**three drops emoji*
I chuckle at Kai, messaging the group as if he didn’t orchestrate the whole thing like a conductor.
Lilly Sexy AF Baby Mama: Show me. I wanna see what I do to you all.
An influx of picture messages arrives a moment later. Toned abs glistening with cum and still hard dicks that make my mouth water.
Lilly Sexy AF Baby Mama: Soon, I’ll lick it all off. Every. Last. Fucking. Drop.
It takes a couple of moments, but a reply lights up the screen moments later.
Loki Your Favourite Boyfriend Thorn: Fuck, Pretty Girl! I’ll hold you to that *purple devil emoji*
I get up on only slightly shaking legs, smirking at the power that I’d forgotten I wield when it comes to these guys. It goes some ways to soothing my feeling of entrapment, of vulnerability, and being completely out of control at the moment.
Gathering the now wet sheets, I leave them in a pile, rooting through the drawers until I find fresh ones. I put them on the bed, and then head to the bathroom to get cleaned up.
Eight days left.
Just over a week until it will be their fingers inside me, their cocks I come all over.
My unborn child gives a strong kick, my hand flying to rest over the spot and feel the push of a foot or elbow.
Soon, love. We’ll be with them soon, I swear.
